Some days you really just don't know

[ruabadfish2xx]

I have 11 days of school left. I turn 18 in 23 days.

I'm so stressed that I'm sick. "So sick, so sick of being tired. And oh so tired of being sick" thats me. I can't sleep just thinking about everything thats going to happen.

I want things to be back to the way they were last year.

Today I was so sick I actually got picked up at school instead

Comments

[ruabadfish2xx]

Yeah totally. I'm glad that you read it, I didn't think anyone would. I just don't want to leave everyone and have to start over again. And a lot of people are leaving right after graduation and so I won't have a whole lot of time to see them. It's going to be sad but I guess I'll have to suck it up.

<3 thanks <3

[spitvalves4ever]

amber i love you so much and dont worry itll be all over soon and you can start a new chapter. next year is going to be better. youll be up here and we are going to have so much fun! even if you start a new chapter you have the one before...thoes people are a part of your life but they will always be there! no worries! ill be here to help you through it.

[ruabadfish2xx]

Yeah I know. I'm just going through a pessimistic stage right now. But I love you and can't wait to hang out with you again. <3

[somecallmeburt]

are you sick of what i talk about?

[ruabadfish2xx]

That's something that we need to talk about, not online for everyone else to see.