venting time
Today is the kind of day were everything sucks. I would love more than anything to be happy.
I just want to know what it is about me that makes me not good enough. Everything I try at just fails pretty miserably. And as a result I am miserable. I never want to love anyone or anything ever again. I should just stick to myself. If I could just make it through this year everything will be fine. In some ways I want to be completely alone. In other ways I never want to be by myself.