i deleted this thing. long, confusing story, thats all im going to say

i havent updated in the longest time. basically lately i feel like a mom. yes thats right a mom. I do cookign, cleaning, rides, i do it all. I feel like I am always taking care of people. I want someone to take care of me sometimes but oh well I guess this is just what I get. I mean I even go to watch track meets and bring cass and brendon ( Read more... )

sometimes people are impossible. its so frustrating! At a very young age I was introduced to the golden rule: treat other people the way you would like to be treated. Im not perfect, so obviously I cant always follow through on this, but I TRY SO HARD. Some people make no effort at all.... so then I work harder to please them. And again no result ( Read more... )

last night was such a good time. i think im the only kid from orr who didnt go to the film festival, but i went to a show at wareham high to see glenda and mike's bands play. Glenda was, of course, incredible. Mike was abesolutely hilarious. I'd never seen him head bang before, lets just say that. What really made my night was the amazing ska ( Read more... )

tommorow marks 3 months for me and cass.

today i cried completely unexplainably . it was everything

what is going on with me?

I woke up really early from a bad dream and no matter what I cannot get back to sleep. The good news is it is yet another snow day. I have no plans so far, well I guess that makes sense seeing as it is only 6:37 but if anyone wants to do something ( Read more... )

I PASSED... second time truly is a charm =). Spent most of my day driving around because i love it =)

well lets see... i cannot backup in a straight line, therefore no liscence for me. Im trying again soon though. I kept having all these nightmeres last night about backing up in straightlines. Ugh. I havent seen Cass since Monday. It seems rediculous but when you really get used to being with someone every day its hard to NOT see them everyday ( Read more... )

i failed.

Today is a very exciting day.  In about an hour im leaving to go to Plymouth to take my road test...then hopefully ill get my liscence.  I want it soooo badly..... It would be super if I got it.

After school I leave for NH with Cass.   Saturday we are meeting up with brendon (yay!) and ben might be there or something but  I dont really know.  I ( Read more... )