Can't figure out whats wrong with my car, or even if their is anything wrong ( Read more... )

Apparently i wasnt miserable enough. Sure i had my heart crushed, motivation zapped, and i have to live day by day watching my exgirlfriend, whom i am still in love with, get happier and happier in her new relationship with the scum of the earth ( Read more... )

packing college texts in boxes all day makes me miss school, alot. especially when a frick-load of them are religion books.

I got off of work yesterday at 4:30pm. got home at about 4:45pm. after interneting for a bit i decided to take a nap, so i was asleep at about 5:15pm.

i woke up at 6:45am.

i hope that doesnt happen everyday.

I thought that work would be a pleasant distraction. give me something to do, get paid for it, get my mind off things. Welll i guess thats partially true, as i am getting paid, and while im there its captivated my mind ( Read more... )

If anyone who reads this sent me a text last night let me know, my phone decided that my memory was full even tho i emptied it and so it wouldnt allow me to recieve texts, so sorry i missed it ( Read more... )

Maybe if i wasn't addicted to the internet i wouldn't constantly be in pain.

and even knowing that i know i can't and won't stop.

ikiru imi tsumaranka? ikiru imi tsumaranka?
ikiru imi tsumaranka? ningen
ikiru imi tsumaranka? ikiru imi tsumaranka?
ikiru imi tsumaranka? ningen
Are you bored with your life? Are you bored with your life?
Are you bored with your life? Human
Are you bored with your life? Are you bored with your life?
Are you bored with your life? Human

hora ( Read more... )

Full moon sways
Gently in the night of one fine day
On my way
Looking for a moment with my dear

Full moon waves
Slowly on the surface of the lake
You are there
Smiling in my arms for all those years

I thought things were getting better, easier, lighter..

i guess i was wrong.