4/20..went to soccer practice....then came home..and packed for the cape..and then left...found out that my grandmother isnt living at her house or her apaprtment but in a rehab place for a few months cuz she broke her pelvis and cant walk..soo we visited her there..brought her flowers...met her roomate wicked funny old lady.lol..then went back to ( Read more... )

alrighhhtt..well i went to krystals..we tanned on the pool deck for like two hours..i got a tiny bit tan..unfortunatly not much..lol...then we went to the park..walked around for a whiile...then walked up to Alyssas to see if she was around..Jordan was outside. Mmm hott stuff. we waved but he didnt know who i was..haha..then we walked all the way ( Read more... )

umm...at like 3..krystal and i went to the summerhouse..to get some munchy. i saw tracey(Dianes cousin)..and Mary-Kate!.. then went back to kryss' house..and chilllled...then at like 5:45 i got my soccer uniform on..ate some spaghetti and left for my game ( Read more... )

okayy so yesterdayy.. i just chilled aroundd..tried to make plans with steph and jen..but they werent goin well so we gave up..then i worked around the yard with my mother for a while ( Read more... )

alrighht..yesterday i had to be in ludlow for 7:30 for our first soccer game. it was good though..we won so it was a good way to start off the season ( Read more... )

okayy school was quick. did nothing in like 5 classes good time ( Read more... )

schoool was gooood..umm stayed after for the fat kid club hahaha.its great...then went to bigY bought me a carbcounter smoothie thing.oh yeaa. then walked to the skatepark checked out the boys..then headed home ( Read more... )

well school went by slow..and i officially hate my school. and 98% of people in it..whatever ( Read more... )

Its sad when your own father plans out his suicide..just to get away from his crazy ass wife. its sad that a grown man thinks thats his last resort to ditch his wife ( Read more... )

so.. im talking to kota and melissa and Semi comes up.. and yea.. i realize im not even gonna have a date.. nobody will want to go with me..and it sucks.

I hate boys. and dances.

and i wish people didnt change so much.

i wish things were the way they used to be...