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Sep 18, 2005 22:30

i really feel odd lately..all my friends drinking and smokeing..ive given it all up but its just like i feel like the out cast..standing there talkin to people while there drunk or stoned..and i wonder everytime..why do they do it? i never really understand why i did it..it killed me in the long run.. im thinkin about my future as an athlete and ( Read more... )

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sinequibusnon September 19 2005, 02:40:55 UTC
:D

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whoa dang. purplesnowcones September 19 2005, 02:58:14 UTC
you're amazing

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xsweetnsour77x September 19 2005, 03:02:48 UTC
every person has different views. good for u if u live like that.

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conscript September 19 2005, 03:10:17 UTC
I understand how you feel. I've realized how much some of my friends do this, the more I attend church, and the more that I come back to hang out with them. I've given up those things too...

I mean, it wasn't that big of a deal... I've just had the chance to step back and take a look at what it really was. It's a good step.

And maybe i'm just with the wrong crowd... But if im with the wrong crowd - whats the right one? Is there actually a wrong or right crowd? I've found God. I wish a lot of my friends knew what it was like to feel the way i do, when I'm happy

That's good to hear. I always knew about your faith, I just never really talked to you too much about it. I just thought I'd point out here something I learned from my church:

Although they're your friends, what they do doesn't nessesarily make them the "wrong crowd" unless they're pressuring you, or making you do things... In fact, it's better that you stick with them because you could help to influence them... Be patient with them. Set an example. Wait for them to mature ( ... )

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nicotine_addict September 19 2005, 03:28:02 UTC
and u wonder why i dropped out.......

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thing2sthing1 September 19 2005, 04:03:42 UTC
Once again. . wow. .u rock my socks. im glad u found something to believe in. and once you find a "crowd" to hang with. you will know if its right or wrong. it will click, it will feel right so that you wont even have to question it. i hope you find it :-P
i<3u
xoxoxo
kat

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yup dark_vengeance9 September 19 2005, 04:46:09 UTC
yea man i have felt like i need to stop with all the drugs and drinkin a lot lately....and i kno there is a god its just i dont feel like i wanna give it up...although i kno deep down if i dont it will just ruin my life :/

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