why is it that when im not as great as someone else that people wanna feel sorry for me and try to make it better? grrrrrr! i haate it. i just wish people would realize that im not perfect! ill never be perfect!  another thing i hate about people now 'a' dayz....they like to talk like your not around......like your stupid and dont hear them!

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ok so today was okay. i thought i was going to hit one of my co-workers. lol. gordon came thru the drive thru to see me.....(well, atleast i think it was to see me!) im going cosmic bowling tonite! lots of fun! whoohoo! i cant wait. well, thatz all for now! lots of XO's!!!!

i got a car! i got a car! whoohoo! and its a pretty one at that! :D


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     okay...so im really confused right now. im happy...but somethings just dont make since to me. i make up my mind and then something happens and then i wonder if i should change it. life just doesnt make since!  i've gotten in to a bad habit of studying my wreak photos......i know that GOD is the one who saved my life. but i just dont understand ( Read more... )

okay....so it has bben liek a week since i updated....sorry! but it has been crazy here. ive been so stressed and i just havnt had time to spill out my boring life. well, school is okay. chemistry is hard! i hate it. band is stressful but its finally starting to come together. it is looking WONDERFUL! and sounding wonderful too! first time ini 3 ( Read more... )

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okay...first week of school outta the way! whoohoo! my knee is great so ill be going back to work sunday! whoohoo! last nite was the flag sewing party! i was there from 6:30 PM to 12:30 PM! im SO tired! lol...well, i would go in to more details about my boring life but i got to go make myself pretty-ful! got pictures this morning and hopefully will ( Read more... )

okay...so today is day 3. finally starting to like all of my classes.....my teahcers dont seem as lame or scary. lol. i go to the doctor tomorrow morning...pray that my knee is okay. im so confused about everything. you know how u make ur mind up on some stuff and then the next minute ur confused and dont know what to do? well, thats where im stuck ( Read more... )

first day of school. wow. crazy! lol. i have friends in all my classes thank the lord! my chemistry teacher and geometry teacher are a lil strange...but they r okay. i have 1st lunch! whoohoo! lots of ppl in lunch with me! so, school is kool...i guess.

i wish i could figure out my feelings...i try so hard for you. i try my hardest to get u to smile ( Read more... )

okay, so i went and watched caollateral
well, last nite was stressful and long. gordon came back from the beach. im numb about feelings that go along with that.

okay, i have a cofession to make. im not as strong as everyone thinks. for the past week i have been pretending to take everything okay.  the truth is that i have nightmares everynite ( Read more... )