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I'm going to do it. At least I'll try. But this time, I'll try harder because I know what it is I want. So to everyone who is proud of me, I'm sorry for disappointing. But I can't allow myself to be abused by a poor educational system that forced me to make a life-altering decision worth thousands of dollars. So no, I won't spend four years ( Read more... )

I'm such a badass ( Read more... )

It's no secret. I have commitment issues. Not to anyone, but to myself. I can't commit to me. I'm afraid of everything and anything that passes through my head. And living blanketed in constant fear is something that can burn through anyone over time. But I think we all have commitment issues, and there's something to be shared here ( Read more... )

I used to think I could do it without the world.
But now I need it more than ever.
From its misery's to its surprises,
It's necessary to me.

It's been a long time. Still working myself into "Proximity"-shape. For all of you:



( It's Design, Darling. )

I've had a lot of time to think. And I never realized 'til now, how interesting money really is. For one, currency and money in physical form is a simply a representation of one's accumulated wealth and value. But unlike most human attributes, wealth and value can be lost. But like the invisible trait that is value, physical money holds that same ( Read more... )

I'm downing shots of milk, like I need my body good ( Read more... )

Today, I awoke numb and stiff. It was the most alive I've felt in years. And then I went back to sleep ( Read more... )

I'm failing ( Read more... )

So, I just realized that my entries weren't showing up on the "Friends Page ( Read more... )