C.S. Lewis is fucking pissing me off! You know, I could be fine with reading his books if he were simply expressing Christian views but he tries to say that he knows what non-Christians think and how we reason. Don't try to tell me what I believe! You don't know anything about me! Don't FUCK with my faith! Lewis can explain all he damn well pleases ( Read more... )

*sighs* Frank Sinatra just makes me melt........... 

Help me breathe,
Help me believe,
You seem really glad that I am sad.

You are not my friend,
I cannot pretend that you are.

You made it sting,
Your voice is ringing,
Just like the boys who laughed at me in school.

You are not my friend,
I cannot pretend anymore.

You found a place,
No one should ever go.

I'll be ok,
'cause when I back away,
I'm gonna keep the ( Read more... )

"Not Coming Home" by Maroon 5

When you refuse me
You confuse me
What makes you think I'll let you in again
Think again my friend
Go on misuse me and abuse me
I'll come out stronger in the end

And does it make you sad
To find yourself alone
And does it make you mad
To find that I have grown
I'll bet it hurts so bad
To see the strength that I have shown

When you ( Read more... )

I miss Spain so much...sometimes it feels like I left only yesterday. It still hurts just as much as it did that first night back in America. I woke up at 4:00am, desperate to have some sort of contact with Spain. I just belong there.

Tonight, I officially graduated from North Central High School!

I didn't get the SLU Presidential Scholarship. I got the Provost Scholarship, but I still feel shitty about it.

BEDROOM SURVEY ( Read more... )

What will happen on the first day of school?

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