just because i can....i will.

hmmm. so. this weekend was lame. like you.
i didnt see ju ju the whole time.
but were hanging out tomorrow.
i think.

♥

it figures that my life would turn like this.
nothing seems to feel right.
the things i want are so close but too far to reach.
he doesnt know i want him and i dont know how to show it.
what more can i do.
theres too much to say.
i should just leave this place.
something better shall come.

no BLEEDING THROUGH tonight with ju ju and the rest of the world.

:(

instead we shall go see THE SILENCE and WESTER tonight. its better than nothin.

:)

today, was a good day.

♥

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today was awesome.

i am happy with my schedule my counselor kicks ass
i now have a class w/ matt and one w/ ju ju.

i am DROPPING swim.
and i still get out at 12:15...thats most def. FANTASTIC ( Read more... )

today was awesome.

i am happy with my schedule my counselor kicks ass
i now have a class w/ matt and one w/ ju ju.

i am DROPPING swim.
and i still get out at 12:15...thats most def. FANTASTIC ( Read more... )

lj, gets boring after awhile.

so i made up this new name for JILLIAN..
JU JU BEANS

it works.
its her.

my lips are chapped.

i feel that peeing sensation coming on.
i hate it.

sometimes.

if only i was able to get outta here.
i would.
i hate being here all the time.
its hard.
i need to find a way out.
i cant.
if things would change it'd all be great.
its not.

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