hehe this is for my <3 april...//

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enjoy april and everyone hahah/ peace

ok so ever since about sunday nite i've been having trouble going to sleep/ i havent been able to lay done til around 3:30-4am// and its not really a prob because i am still able to wake up fully rested/ but that thing about it, is that i know something is bothering me// and i know what it is too, this past sat-sun i was over in irvine with sarah ( Read more... )

why the hell am i here// i feel like im about to be used and i also feel unwanted/ but i know deep down that someone new wants me around/ so thats all im grasping too right now/ i miss some people back and b-town and its kinda hit me hard tonite// i'm sure i'll get through this and i know kinda why i feel this way and i shouldnt, i'm just being ( Read more... )

i got this from monica's boy who is a friend...// theres more but i wanted to break it down/ enjoy ( Read more... )

( i wanted to be like jordan )

i thank God for the life i live, i wouldnt change it...not uh, not for a minute no// i dont wanna think that i dont need you in me...you are my security, now that i got it, i cant go without it, cause i need you to keep my from going crazy//

this past weekend has been one of the most long, short, enjoyable weekends in my life thus far// thank the good lord above for blessing me with such a wonderful lil "sis" and all the people and girls of Concordia/ //cant wait to go back...whew the best

SEPTEMBER 9TH, 2004 WILL GO DOWN AS ONE OF THE MOST REMARKABLE DAYS OF MY LIFE...

WHY U MAY ASK?! WELL CAUSE TODAY WAS THE DAY THAT I WAS RE-UNITED WITH THE ONE TRUE <3 OF MY LIFE MISS APRIL MARIE...IT HAS BEEN OVER 2+ MOTHNS SINCE I TALKED TO HER AND TODAY MARKS THE END OF THAT TIME APART...I LOVE U APRIL AND YOU JUST MADE MY MONTH!!!

AND LUCKILY ( Read more... )

Ok so yeah im a computer god haha in my own mind as of like 20 minutes ago// the reason for this is because I was able to finally set up an internet connection for me downstairs, not only a connection but a wireless one/ //so yeah im just over joyed right now cause after spending 1600+ dollars on my new comp, I can finally enjoy it// /oddly enough ( Read more... )

ok so yeah last nite i was out til around 2:30 am helping my lil sis christine pack and get ready to move/ //and even though shes moving we didnt get all emotional cause we didnt say goodbye more like see u later cause when i move i'll only be like an hour away if that and it was just a lil bit sad well just because i havent gone like serioulsy ( Read more... )