my friend jhesika told me that i have a couple more lives ahead of me because i have a lot to learn, and i don't seem to be learning it in this life ( Read more... )

i'm going crazy in this house, in this city. i feel like im missing something. something big. i cry a lot. im alone a lot. more than i've ever been in my life. so why is it that i insist on staying here? its like i'm waiting to find my way and place. i'm waiting for that good thing to happen. i'll be taking cold showers soon. that should ( Read more... )

i have communication issues.

just in case your wondering. i still love 2006. its not what i thought my life would be like here in atlanta...but i love this year, and i love my life. everything has worked out for the best. i've learned so many lessons and grown up a lot in the past couple of monthes. i feel like the growing up has caused me to reach a place where i can be ( Read more... )

i think 2006 is 2005 with a little disguise. see the 6 looks a lot like the 5. its starting to look a lot more like it. maybe just a complete redo!!?
screw it.

me: did i leave anything of mine in your truck?
him: your self esteem.

what's that mean?!

2006 has ruled so much already...ALREADY!!! that's gotta mean good things right? considering its only going on day 3 and daggum...i already love it more than 2005. i think its already been a better year than 2005 and we're only 3 days into it....yesssss

i may have a job that pays $3 more to the hour....yes yes yes yes. i love my job now but i can't turn that down right????

cool house-check
date for new years-check check
more money-check check check

dang...this upcoming year is already looking up. yes it is.

do you know how much i hate having to pretend like i hate you? this is what you wanted. remember? you wanted me out of your life, and a little less drama. well i'm out. so please leave me alone. your a fairweather friend. well my weather isn't fair...for me its pretty dreary outside. i needed you a long time ago and now that your weather is ( Read more... )

hated christmas. hate my job right now. hate clients. hate the fact the phone won't stop ringing.

love the fact i have a new years eve date!!! haaaaaaa yesssssssss.

i've still got something to smile about. i won't let the man get me down!!!

and the truth is, i miss you ( Read more... )