im a wreck

Apr 25, 2005 17:01

ok so ive come to realization that for awhile i will not be able to look at my old lj's... they all entail some sort of detail about sarah and our fun times together and i cant handle that right now, ive put some of my stuff all over her empty side of the room and it still feels painful... theres no britney, her bed is empty, her computer is gone, ( Read more... )

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karmawithac April 25 2005, 22:22:16 UTC
kayla you did it
you got the emotionless void that is me to actually shed one beautiful crystalized tear. that was a good entry...and it was happy too, because you are right even though it will be really sad we have so
much more to look forward to for next year

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ruby_tuesday18 April 28 2005, 03:31:02 UTC
i cant wait till next year! im coming over for dinner parties and my contribution is going to be butter and herb mashed potatoes, courtesy of lipton sidekicks! mmm mmm good.

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inlovendeath April 26 2005, 00:02:35 UTC
this is all very depressing.
i JUST got to know sarah and now she's gone, as will you in a couple of days, as will everybody in less than 6.
le sigh.
i'm no good at this.

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ruby_tuesday18 April 28 2005, 03:30:00 UTC
sharaya i will visit you all the time next year!! no worries and we can even go to the rez and lurk around on our floor pretending to still live there!

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taylordynamite April 26 2005, 00:08:37 UTC
that was a lovely entry kayla..

made my heart hurt just a little bit...

i know that none of the girls that are left are sarah but we still love you and will make the most of your time left

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ruby_tuesday18 April 28 2005, 03:28:36 UTC
aha i accomplished the impossible task of making your heart hurt! (even though it was just a little)

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marlee86 April 27 2005, 02:29:30 UTC
kayla.... that entry was amazing... and i kno sarah thought it was fabulous... u have made this year amazing.. i remeber walking into your room to introduce myself and being so relevied that you were in crim. you have become such an important person in my life and i wouldn't have wanted any other canmate to share our moldy, weird soundin toliet with other than you and sarah.. thanks for making this year so memorable!!
P.S--we are gunna have so many fun times with summer.. antique shopping...clothes shopping.. all kinda of shopping.. and next years study sessions and dinner parties wil be fabulous.. ps thanks in advance to keith who wil be our wonderful chef!
i love u hun....SMILE..there is soo much more to come!

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ruby_tuesday18 April 28 2005, 03:27:24 UTC
aw that was so sweet and you are now someone very special in my life and i love you and even though this years over we still have 3 more fabulous years ahead of us and hopefully the rest of our lives to have good times. and another thing... lets hope to god sarah hates windsor with a passion and comes back to ottawa for 3rd year!! (thats my secret selfish wish-- and not so secret anymore.)
and keith loves you too i just know it! hehe. i cant wait for next year.. 4 months!!

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hehe its my secret wish too marlee86 April 28 2005, 05:42:44 UTC
hey hunni . i hope ur drive home was good.. heres something to make u laugh.. when u left erin started crying.. and then sam went to console her stepped on her pants and they tore off haha in teh lobby. lol.. oh i love our emo erin.. but yeah i so hope she hates windor..and i hope windsor hates her too.. cuz i miss her and love her.. its funny i have talked to her on the phone 2 times Already this week...but no worries next year will come by soo soon.. and we will see eachother so much in the summer
MARLO

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Re: hehe its my secret wish too ruby_tuesday18 April 28 2005, 19:52:11 UTC
hey! my drive home was long but i ate wendys and watched get shorty and slept. and that story is FUCKING hillarious, i actually laughed right out loud and i still kind of am. thank you soo much for my letter, it made me ball!! yeah i miss her like crazy, we miss each other more than marijuana and treats.. and thats ALOT! lol
so heres to the summer, sarah hating windsor and vice versa, and next year!!

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sarahberry10 April 29 2005, 18:30:47 UTC
i feel like such a bitch, my livejournal hates me and i just found this entry today and it is freaking the 29th of april! and i am still bawling like a baby! maybe you should just come live in my house this summer that way we don't have to be away from eachother! you are one of my best friends too! and way more than just a name on a fish! and that is a good thing too because your poor little fish was mutilated at the hands of keith!
you already know how much i miss you because i tell you everyday! nothing is the same ne more.. my mom wants to turn my bedroom into a craft room next year and all i could think of was that you liked to paint! guh! and i hate windsor already because i know that you aren't going to be there! and marlo was right.. i loved your post! and i love you and everyone else! guhh
i am going now before i start crying uncontrollably.. because i just make the worst faces when i am crying..

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i aint no holla back girl.. ruby_tuesday18 May 3 2005, 13:32:45 UTC
dont cry, just say "im over it".. thats what i do in sad times.
and i would just love to come live with you.. i could even get a job at sobeys and we could work together! woot. my mom wont let me put my pictures up because my room is going to be the guest room. BLAH. at least your room is going to serve a wicked cool purpose... mine is going to house strangers with possible weird bodily ailments. anyways.. windsor sucks.. just go there thinking that, because it does, sheesh.

i made my ugly cry face the other day at my mom when i was really upset and she laughed in my face, your the only one who gets it. haha. WOOT for ugly face and warped tour.. and oodles of visits!!

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