Well this week was ok a little stressfull but after finding out that I am for sure going to college in the fall it got a little better, but the stress of money is still there ( Read more... )

Man I hate rain, I know it is a good thing but sometimes it is so depressing, because there is nothing to do while it is raining. I wish i had something to do while it is raining. Well i am also babysitting so that makes it more boring. I am so excited i got an official acceptance to Florida College and now i am gonna be going there yea. I am so ( Read more... )

O my this weekend was predy good excep i worked friday and saturday and then saturday night i babysat for my aunt but at least i got money for that. then yesterday i went with my mom and dad to visit my gradparents in The Villiages it is in the middle of nowhere. Then when i got home i went out on justins boat and he let me drive it for a while ( Read more... )

Man I feel like it is a weekend. I hate the fact that I have to work on my day off, why do i always say yes i guess it is bc/ of the money. Well last night was so much fun :) Billy, Chulpa, Robert, Michael, Hugo, Cory, Jason, Stephanie, Sean, Justin, Christina, Preston, and Me went to see star wars 3 it was good a little long but good. I am happy ( Read more... )

I have been searching for the right words to say and it has been killing me inside. I can't get the right words out of my mouth i feel like the words are on the tip of my toung. I don't know if i should say something to you or even if it is the truth, maybe i just am forcing my self to feel this way. I can't get you out of my head and it hurts to ( Read more... )

When you are sad... I will get you drunk and help you plot revenge against the sorry bastard who made you sad ( Read more... )

As I was watching One Tree Hill tonight it started out kinda good and got me thinking how it was gonna end and it was all twisted. For their english finial they had to write an essay on Loss and all of them had their own feel for it in someway. That got me thinking I havn't really had a lot of loss in my life all of my grandparents are still here ( Read more... )

Man So far i was doing good and then today i keep thinking about a lot of stuff that has been in the back of my mind, and i just keep putting thoes things off and not wanting to comfront them. I have been thinking about the freinds i have and the choices i have mad and i think i have gotten to a point where i want new ones but i love the friends ( Read more... )

Man being in a wedding is a hard thing to do!!! I think i will say no to being a brides maid again for a while. Anyway it was also so much fun and it is fun to get all dressed up and have fun and also so sad to see one of your good friends get married but at least he is a great guy and i lvoe them both. That all i did today it was a long day and ( Read more... )

Man yesterday was going good till i left work. My mom asked me to get some dinner from Fazolies ( i hope i spelt that right) and while i was leaving the house that i babysit at i hit a stick and i didn't think anything of it. Then after i was leaving Fazolies my car was pulling away from me and i knew something was wrong. At the light at saxon and ( Read more... )