I Love you baka (One Shot)
Title: I Love you Baka (One Shot)
Author: rucksichtslos
Pairing: Reita /Ruki
Genre: Romance
Rating: PG
Warnings: MxM
DISCLAIMER: If i owned The GazettE, i’ll be doing something else with them
Summary: ..Takanori liked it but this wasn't enough for him he wanted more, he wanted more of Akira
"I can't believe this is finaly happening"
"Well it is" Akira said pressing his forhead to Takanori's
" I...I.."
" Shhh Don't say anything"
Akira leaned in slowely,they felt each other's hot breath. Takanori closed his eyes and felt soft lips pressing against his. He suddenly opened his eyes to his Alarm clock, it was 10 AM.
Takanori sat on the bed and shook his head "It was just a dream" he muttered to himself pouting. He yawned, took a deep breath and got off the bed.
Taka walked to the kitchen to make some breakfest.He made himself some omelette and some coffe. He sat on the table looking at his plate eating silently, lost in his thoughts when he heard Akira's foot step to the kitchen.
"Good morning Taka-chan"
"Good morning " Takanori replied lifting his head up to meet Akira's half naked body. He widened his eyes and kept looking at him. It's not like it's the first time Takanori sees him like that but everytime he does he couldn't get his eyes off of him. Akira was attractive with his wet hair.
Takanori didn't notice that he's been staring at him for a while until he heard Akira's voice
" I know that i'm attractive,so i don't blame you"
" You give yourself much credits" Takanori replied. he felt embarassed at Akira's comment.
" Why can't you just admit it ?" Akira said with a playful tone that Takanori knew very well, cuz wehenever he was around Akira was using it
" Because you're not, and ... you're not even my type "
Takanori turned his attention from Akira to his plate and didn't noticed that Akira was walking toward him til he felt hot breath into his ear whispering to him
" And.. What's your type Taka-chan ?"
And before he manage to respond he felt Akira's tongue on his earlobe licking it and tracing it's way slowly to his collarbone. Takanori shivered from the sensation. Akira has always been able to turn him on with his silly gestures and he didn't liked to look weak against Akira's touches that's why he was always pretending to not like it. Akira was tempting and tt was hard for Takanori to resist him sometimes .. In fact everytime .
"Get off of me" Takanori said pushing Akira and getting up. Akira let an evil smile. and Takanori went back to his bedroom.
Takanori liked his roommate, yes he did but Akira was such a player and Takanori didn't liked that, That's why he was always trying to avoid him. He didn't wanted his feelings to get developped
more because he didn't wanted to get hurt, so he acted like he didn't care, but that was not enough to make Akira stop acting like this and he kept teasing him with his touches and sudden kisses.
it was such a torture for Takanori, because he liked it but this wasn't enough for him he wanted more, he wanted more of Akira, he wanted to be close to him, to feel him, to care about him , but he couldn't cuz evetytime he looked into his eyes he couldn't read anything, Akira was complicated to understand and it bothered Takanori.
- - -
It was 11:15 Pm, Takanori had less than one hour to work before he finish his shaft. He wasn't getting enough sleep because of his work. he worked in a night club so most of time he doesn't sleep til the morning and since it was a friday night he was happy that he'll go home earlier than he used to and get some rest.
"Welcome sir, what can i get you ? " Takanori greeted.
" What would you like to drink ?" the guy asked the girl next to him it's seems like she was his girfriend.
" I'd love to drink Malibu" She said smiling at Takanori
" Okay bring me the same "
" Sure " Takanori replied with a smile and went to get the order. in 2 minutes he came back with the drinks. He walked to the counter to serve clients who's been sitting there when he heard a familiar voice... It was Akira
" Hey baby"
" What are you doing here ?" Takanori asked suprised
" I knew that you miss me so i came "
" Eh ? ... Sorry to disappoint but i don't miss you at all " Takanori replied rolling his eyes
" Oh really ... So why are you getting red ? "
" What ? No, i'm not " Taka said checking his cheeks, they were hot
" You look so cute like that " Akira giggled
" Anyway, what do you want ? "
" Well.. I have date here "
" A date ? " Takanori said raising an eyebrow
" Yeah. why you look surprised, ah i see ... Jealous ? i can cancel it for you, she's not hot as you are baby "
" Whataver, I have a work now " Takanori said turning his attention to the new clients seeing Akira getting up and walking to a free table that was in the corner. and in almost 5 minute he saw a girl walking thoward him , she was wearing a short dress that couldn't even cover the half of her tights.
and yes he had to admit it, he felt jealous, he always felt jealous whenever Akira was with someone else wondering why can't he have a place in Akira's life.
Well he was the one to blame, he always acted rude around him, and never was nice to him but he had his own reasons and it's not like akira's is gonna fall in love with him anyway. Akira changes girls like he changes his clothes.
Takanori kept sneaking peeks at them " Bitch " he muttered to himself, she was holding Akira's waist and kissing his cheek. He felt anger raising even if he had no right to be angry. He checked his watch " Thanks God" it was 11:55 more 5 minutes and he'll be out.
-----
Takanori was sitting on the couch eating some popcorn and watching a movie,he didn't really focused on the movie, he just kept looking at the images. it was almost 2 AM & Akira didn't came yet. thinking that maybe he went with the girl to her appartement and that he won't come till the morning. he grabed a fag , he wasn't a regular smoker but whenever something bothered him he felt the need to smoke. He took a log drag, it felt so good. that's all he needed at the moment.
" Why am i worrying about him anyway, he sure must be having a good time and i'm just sitting here thinking about him. that's riduculous."
Takanori thought to himself. he kept switching the channels there was nothing interesting. he had to admit that despite of Akira being annoying sometimes, he liked him being around. home was just boring without him. He was about to turn the TV Off and go to his room when he heard the door opening and there were a loud giggles. It was Akira with the girl earlier from the club, Akira was holding her and sooner their eyes met, and Akira kept looking at him.
Takanori got up , went to his room and slapped the door behind him. he had mixed feeling of anger and sadness ... " Why the fuck he had to bring her here" It's not
like it was the first time Akira bring someone to the house but he was just done with this, he was done with akira's games, he just wished Akira would stop doing this to him but he doesn't even know about it cuz Takanori was good at hiding his feeling so he can't blame him.
Takanori was covering his face with the pillow trying to force himself to sleep but it didn't work, it was 3:30 AM, he just kept rolling over his bed but nothing worked. he got up a sat on the couch near the window, lighting up a fag. he knew he had just to keep dealing with it, it's not like he had the courage to go to Akira and tell him about his feeling, what if Akira made fun of him ? He would die because of the embarassement. He hadn't much choices and that pained him more, to keep pretending that he doesn't like Akira, wasn't an easy thing to do at all but since Akira seems to believe it he was for sure doing a good joob .
Takanori felt thirsty but didn't wanted to ge out of his room , he didn't want Akira to see him like that. It would be so he's heartbroken now, because sorrow was obvious on his face .
He opened the door slowely and made his way to the kitchen, Akira wasn't anywhere, he opened the fridge and took a bottle drinking from it. hut put it back to the fridge and went back to his room but before he enter he heard a loud noise from Akira's room, which seemed to be yelling ? He was curious to know what's going on and despite of knowing that it was wrong to spy on him he made steps toward Akira's room trying to listen. it was that bitch's voice
" OMG I can't believe it, how the hell could you do such a thing, That'so gay"
"Could you shut the fuck up, it's late "
" No i'm not , you just came saying his name and you're telling me to shut up ? If you like that bitch why don't you just go to his room and fuck with him"
" Don't you fucking dare to talk about him like that okay? if there's any bitch here it supposed to be you "
" Oh God !! i'm going now you can go both to the hell"
Takanori needed a moment to realise what he just heard now, to understand that this conversation was about him. Akira came saying his name ? does this means
he likes him ? but if he does why doesn't he just say it? Why ... Takanori's thoughts got interrupted when he saw her getting out of Akira's room.
she gave him dirty look and went out of the appartement slapping the door behind her. Takanori didn't have enough time to hide because Akira now saw him near his door, he just looked at him for a moment without saying anything and he went back to his room. Before he close the door behind him he felt Takanori's hand holding his arm
" Akira ? " Takanori said, not even sure what he would say, but he felt that he need to say something.
" WHAT? " Akira replied almost yelling
" Was that true ?"
" Can't you just pretend that you haven't heard anything and go back to sleep ?"
" No I'm not. I need to know "
" It's not like it would make a difference"
" Yes it would, at least for me"
" It never did. I always tried to show you how i feel about but you never seemed to care so why would it do now ? Don't pretend that you care Takanori because i know that you don't "
" Okay so it's my fault now right ? i was the one teasing you and then fucking with girls ? That's ridiculous Akira "
" If i felt that you're interested i wouldn't fuck with anyone but you always ignored me, the more i try to get close to you the more you push me away and i'm sick of it takanori, i really am"
" And how would i know ? i felt that you just wanna play around with me like a toy and i had to protect my self from it,I couldn't let you fuck with my brain more than you did"
" It's not my fault that you are stupid and can't see it "
" It's not mine either " Takanori replied looking at the ground, how could he be so blind to not see it, he mentally slapped himself.
He felt Akira lifting his chin up so that he could look at him in the eye. he pulled him close and leaned in picking Takanori's lips with his " I love you Baka "
he membeled between the kiss " I Love you too " Takanori replied before he presses their mouths harder kissing him passionately.
Author: rucksichtslos
Pairing: Reita /Ruki
Genre: Romance
Rating: PG
Warnings: MxM
DISCLAIMER: If i owned The GazettE, i’ll be doing something else with them
Summary: ..Takanori liked it but this wasn't enough for him he wanted more, he wanted more of Akira
"I can't believe this is finaly happening"
"Well it is" Akira said pressing his forhead to Takanori's
" I...I.."
" Shhh Don't say anything"
Akira leaned in slowely,they felt each other's hot breath. Takanori closed his eyes and felt soft lips pressing against his. He suddenly opened his eyes to his Alarm clock, it was 10 AM.
Takanori sat on the bed and shook his head "It was just a dream" he muttered to himself pouting. He yawned, took a deep breath and got off the bed.
Taka walked to the kitchen to make some breakfest.He made himself some omelette and some coffe. He sat on the table looking at his plate eating silently, lost in his thoughts when he heard Akira's foot step to the kitchen.
"Good morning Taka-chan"
"Good morning " Takanori replied lifting his head up to meet Akira's half naked body. He widened his eyes and kept looking at him. It's not like it's the first time Takanori sees him like that but everytime he does he couldn't get his eyes off of him. Akira was attractive with his wet hair.
Takanori didn't notice that he's been staring at him for a while until he heard Akira's voice
" I know that i'm attractive,so i don't blame you"
" You give yourself much credits" Takanori replied. he felt embarassed at Akira's comment.
" Why can't you just admit it ?" Akira said with a playful tone that Takanori knew very well, cuz wehenever he was around Akira was using it
" Because you're not, and ... you're not even my type "
Takanori turned his attention from Akira to his plate and didn't noticed that Akira was walking toward him til he felt hot breath into his ear whispering to him
" And.. What's your type Taka-chan ?"
And before he manage to respond he felt Akira's tongue on his earlobe licking it and tracing it's way slowly to his collarbone. Takanori shivered from the sensation. Akira has always been able to turn him on with his silly gestures and he didn't liked to look weak against Akira's touches that's why he was always pretending to not like it. Akira was tempting and tt was hard for Takanori to resist him sometimes .. In fact everytime .
"Get off of me" Takanori said pushing Akira and getting up. Akira let an evil smile. and Takanori went back to his bedroom.
Takanori liked his roommate, yes he did but Akira was such a player and Takanori didn't liked that, That's why he was always trying to avoid him. He didn't wanted his feelings to get developped
more because he didn't wanted to get hurt, so he acted like he didn't care, but that was not enough to make Akira stop acting like this and he kept teasing him with his touches and sudden kisses.
it was such a torture for Takanori, because he liked it but this wasn't enough for him he wanted more, he wanted more of Akira, he wanted to be close to him, to feel him, to care about him , but he couldn't cuz evetytime he looked into his eyes he couldn't read anything, Akira was complicated to understand and it bothered Takanori.
- - -
It was 11:15 Pm, Takanori had less than one hour to work before he finish his shaft. He wasn't getting enough sleep because of his work. he worked in a night club so most of time he doesn't sleep til the morning and since it was a friday night he was happy that he'll go home earlier than he used to and get some rest.
"Welcome sir, what can i get you ? " Takanori greeted.
" What would you like to drink ?" the guy asked the girl next to him it's seems like she was his girfriend.
" I'd love to drink Malibu" She said smiling at Takanori
" Okay bring me the same "
" Sure " Takanori replied with a smile and went to get the order. in 2 minutes he came back with the drinks. He walked to the counter to serve clients who's been sitting there when he heard a familiar voice... It was Akira
" Hey baby"
" What are you doing here ?" Takanori asked suprised
" I knew that you miss me so i came "
" Eh ? ... Sorry to disappoint but i don't miss you at all " Takanori replied rolling his eyes
" Oh really ... So why are you getting red ? "
" What ? No, i'm not " Taka said checking his cheeks, they were hot
" You look so cute like that " Akira giggled
" Anyway, what do you want ? "
" Well.. I have date here "
" A date ? " Takanori said raising an eyebrow
" Yeah. why you look surprised, ah i see ... Jealous ? i can cancel it for you, she's not hot as you are baby "
" Whataver, I have a work now " Takanori said turning his attention to the new clients seeing Akira getting up and walking to a free table that was in the corner. and in almost 5 minute he saw a girl walking thoward him , she was wearing a short dress that couldn't even cover the half of her tights.
and yes he had to admit it, he felt jealous, he always felt jealous whenever Akira was with someone else wondering why can't he have a place in Akira's life.
Well he was the one to blame, he always acted rude around him, and never was nice to him but he had his own reasons and it's not like akira's is gonna fall in love with him anyway. Akira changes girls like he changes his clothes.
Takanori kept sneaking peeks at them " Bitch " he muttered to himself, she was holding Akira's waist and kissing his cheek. He felt anger raising even if he had no right to be angry. He checked his watch " Thanks God" it was 11:55 more 5 minutes and he'll be out.
-----
Takanori was sitting on the couch eating some popcorn and watching a movie,he didn't really focused on the movie, he just kept looking at the images. it was almost 2 AM & Akira didn't came yet. thinking that maybe he went with the girl to her appartement and that he won't come till the morning. he grabed a fag , he wasn't a regular smoker but whenever something bothered him he felt the need to smoke. He took a log drag, it felt so good. that's all he needed at the moment.
" Why am i worrying about him anyway, he sure must be having a good time and i'm just sitting here thinking about him. that's riduculous."
Takanori thought to himself. he kept switching the channels there was nothing interesting. he had to admit that despite of Akira being annoying sometimes, he liked him being around. home was just boring without him. He was about to turn the TV Off and go to his room when he heard the door opening and there were a loud giggles. It was Akira with the girl earlier from the club, Akira was holding her and sooner their eyes met, and Akira kept looking at him.
Takanori got up , went to his room and slapped the door behind him. he had mixed feeling of anger and sadness ... " Why the fuck he had to bring her here" It's not
like it was the first time Akira bring someone to the house but he was just done with this, he was done with akira's games, he just wished Akira would stop doing this to him but he doesn't even know about it cuz Takanori was good at hiding his feeling so he can't blame him.
Takanori was covering his face with the pillow trying to force himself to sleep but it didn't work, it was 3:30 AM, he just kept rolling over his bed but nothing worked. he got up a sat on the couch near the window, lighting up a fag. he knew he had just to keep dealing with it, it's not like he had the courage to go to Akira and tell him about his feeling, what if Akira made fun of him ? He would die because of the embarassement. He hadn't much choices and that pained him more, to keep pretending that he doesn't like Akira, wasn't an easy thing to do at all but since Akira seems to believe it he was for sure doing a good joob .
Takanori felt thirsty but didn't wanted to ge out of his room , he didn't want Akira to see him like that. It would be so he's heartbroken now, because sorrow was obvious on his face .
He opened the door slowely and made his way to the kitchen, Akira wasn't anywhere, he opened the fridge and took a bottle drinking from it. hut put it back to the fridge and went back to his room but before he enter he heard a loud noise from Akira's room, which seemed to be yelling ? He was curious to know what's going on and despite of knowing that it was wrong to spy on him he made steps toward Akira's room trying to listen. it was that bitch's voice
" OMG I can't believe it, how the hell could you do such a thing, That'so gay"
"Could you shut the fuck up, it's late "
" No i'm not , you just came saying his name and you're telling me to shut up ? If you like that bitch why don't you just go to his room and fuck with him"
" Don't you fucking dare to talk about him like that okay? if there's any bitch here it supposed to be you "
" Oh God !! i'm going now you can go both to the hell"
Takanori needed a moment to realise what he just heard now, to understand that this conversation was about him. Akira came saying his name ? does this means
he likes him ? but if he does why doesn't he just say it? Why ... Takanori's thoughts got interrupted when he saw her getting out of Akira's room.
she gave him dirty look and went out of the appartement slapping the door behind her. Takanori didn't have enough time to hide because Akira now saw him near his door, he just looked at him for a moment without saying anything and he went back to his room. Before he close the door behind him he felt Takanori's hand holding his arm
" Akira ? " Takanori said, not even sure what he would say, but he felt that he need to say something.
" WHAT? " Akira replied almost yelling
" Was that true ?"
" Can't you just pretend that you haven't heard anything and go back to sleep ?"
" No I'm not. I need to know "
" It's not like it would make a difference"
" Yes it would, at least for me"
" It never did. I always tried to show you how i feel about but you never seemed to care so why would it do now ? Don't pretend that you care Takanori because i know that you don't "
" Okay so it's my fault now right ? i was the one teasing you and then fucking with girls ? That's ridiculous Akira "
" If i felt that you're interested i wouldn't fuck with anyone but you always ignored me, the more i try to get close to you the more you push me away and i'm sick of it takanori, i really am"
" And how would i know ? i felt that you just wanna play around with me like a toy and i had to protect my self from it,I couldn't let you fuck with my brain more than you did"
" It's not my fault that you are stupid and can't see it "
" It's not mine either " Takanori replied looking at the ground, how could he be so blind to not see it, he mentally slapped himself.
He felt Akira lifting his chin up so that he could look at him in the eye. he pulled him close and leaned in picking Takanori's lips with his " I love you Baka "
he membeled between the kiss " I Love you too " Takanori replied before he presses their mouths harder kissing him passionately.