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[ruddeh]

So, last night my journal was in repair, thus I couldn't post, but I had a mouthful

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[slawek]

congrats man ;)

as for the issues, thats what i find is the best part about full out trusting caring a true relationships with people you meet after you leave your home. you learn,teach and take brudens of each others shoulders and in the process that weight often disapears and leaves behind a very powerful feeling. make good ue of it, seems like its a perfect spring board to jump ahead in self development, im not sure in which areas you personally would like to self improve, but just ot give you an example, about 1.5 years ago i had similar situation, and managed to balance out some my introversion, and increase emphaty and compasion for people who surround me.

it sounds cheesey (hey just like midi) but its gaining xp and levels for your actual self :P

good luck man
im really glad for you :)

[ruddeh]

:D Thanks Slawek!
Yeah, just talking is forever learning.

It's funny what the right girl will do, eh?

I like the experience reference. "Cool" in the way that Final Fantasy is.

What did you think of the midi?

[slawek]

the midi is some creepy tweaked out stuff... its so viedo game material...like the showdown with the main villian

i like the super fast bits, and the key this is in is sure devious

this would work awesome with a distorted tweaked the hell out amen breakbeat

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as for girls, yes the right ones are the mirror of the soul... and its one of the hardest things to see yourself in a reflection of someone who is in so many ways very different and yet so loved by you...
the right girl can become also an exacmple of where you wnat to go with certain parts of yourself...for example one of the things i see in neko propelled me to become way more honest than i was...

best relationships are those in which both of the people have things to teach and learn from one another...tho to those with working ears, eyes and minds theres never a shortage of things to learn :P

youre welcome ;)

[ruddeh]

i'm glad you think so, yea, it's too bad people don't want cheesey videogame melodies anymore.

it always boggles me how the one person i think the most of that i've ever met and ever will, thinks so highly of me... like, wtf...
for once i'm just feeling "maybe i shouldn't think about it too hard, and realise it works both ways"
i can't understand it.

i learn something everyday :)

[lauren_joan]

Thank-you, last night amazed me.

[ruddeh]

:D you're welcome, thank-YOU :D:D:D

you're very special.

[canadiandudette]

I too thought Exorcist was not too shabby..... Although I was a little confused with some of it... like the end where person dies[how, why?]

[lauren_joan]

The devil did it!

And/or the force from her being thrown back and smacking her head on the floor. It's a realistic notion.

[canadiandudette]

Ahhhhhhhhhhh! Lauren is teh smart one. Using the brain is useful. I can't believe I didn't catch that one!
Peace,
Sarah

What about when little boy was attacked, and killed.The girl lacked in being there, only his brother and the monkey... [just another thing I didn't get]

[lauren_joan]

I didn't understand that either.

Thoughts, Brendan?

[jenny_penny]

*twitch*
Spoilers.
Greatttt.
A night before I go see the movie. :P

[ruddeh]

if you saw a couple of words, you could have stopped reading
i'm not about to lose sleep :P

[jenny_penny]

I didn't read the whole thing, anyways.
Was just pointing out that it was full of spoilers, the night before I see the movie.

[ruddeh]

i know how much i hate spoilers, sorry for the close call.

[hardcorus]

must.........see.............that...........movie........*!@^#)!