so last night i spent in turmoil, adn came to teh conclusion that unless justin can change my mind we need to break up. i hope he can prove me wrong, o god do i hope but i can't do this any more. i love him more then he knows, but as i looked over the past 6 months it seems like i was just the transition guy. things in our relation ship had been ( Read more... )

been in a bit of Auto pilot lately but doing well. the i pod is Awsome. went cannoing on sunday with justin and some friends on the black river had a realy good time but was tired as fuck. well thats all in my lie right now. oh and i thouht i was going to end up with pi nk hair itneh quiz...
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so a bit of it was me over reacting. i got to han gout with justin and we talked a bit about the past week, i will bring up more of teh issues over the next several days, but i was making a big issue out of a little one.

so i am convinced to give him a call yesterday, cause he might have lost his phone, ok i can handel that, welli was going to leave my # so he could call me but he answers the phone we talk for about 5 minwhen he says , hey i will call you when i get off work, i say sure. then a friend of mine i have not seen in several years calls me cause she is ( Read more... )

a bread pretzel with no salt, nacho cheeze dip, hand full of fries, 4 1/8 slises of peachsmall glob of broccli stem with nacho cheese, and cow juice wraped in waxed cardboard. but it does not have a new look and teh cow is kinda cool ( Read more... )

three things that makt the world small ( Read more... )

school lunches suck ass, the tosetd ravolie is as hard as rocksm the marinara sauce is tomato soop with ground beef, the pasta con broccli, looks like the matrix food, and tasts like it, and the pasta salid is pasta con broccli befor it has been cooked, yummmmm ( Read more... )

one more thing, justin finaly went off on ryan. ohh happy day. (but i never posted it)

school has bee going reealy good, thank god the first 3 days have not been a reflection of the rest of the year(fingers crossed) day one a student ate poop, day 2 a stu that had stomach surgery from groin to navel decided to pull out the first AND SECOND set of stiches leaving about a millimeter if flesh etween the inside and the out side, and day ( Read more... )