well... it sertainly has been a while since i last posted... but ive never felt i have had anything to post until now... i may be having a run in with the poe... but they have no case on me... i just have to keep a low profile for a while and it will all blow past... but i still feel kinda sick... but ill get by... thanks for listening old friend

the lonelyness is slowly killing me

well today was fun. ice blocking. bumperboats: closed, watching al, eric and tina jump into a pool fully clothed, then hot tubbing in my boxers... full day

lately i feel i cant really talk to anyone. i want too but i just cant. i think i have become tired with complaining. in any case i am no t sure as ot waht i should do. suck it up and open up, or suck it up and stop bothering people with my problems. they really dont seeem like proplems now that i look at them...more just the normal teen-age crap. ( Read more... )

my new #s
home= 1-510-656-6235
cell= 1-510-...matt...fill this in please

it is wierd...waht the hell am i supposed to do? i am apparently mad for her but there is nothing i can do that i can think of without comming across as a pushy asshole ( Read more... )

its turns out it isnt the end of the world and i still feel fine

a baby fall out warm
screaming for its life
it tries to dance
as it grows up then dies

when will the hurting stop?

i am envious of tom...tom seems to have it together...cherio tommy-boy your name is synonymous with success