too fast to live; or, what going mad feels like

[ruethereal]

This is really bad timing on my part. Even with nearly three weeks left before the semester starts, thus nearly three weeks of fic writing, I am utterly burnt out. Don't get me wrong; I want to write, and I have ideas to write. Just far too many of them (ask my wife-fic is all I talk about OTL), and I am less than Jonghyun- or Taeyang-sized.

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[racquelle2005]

[ruethereal]

thank you ;~~~; your gifs make me feel not so bad about it

[kittensrambling]

*falls to her knees, shaking her fists at the sky* NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO~

No, I completely understand where you're coming from. Just know that I'm missing you already. *throws herself at your feet*

[ruethereal]

(ngl i just imagined a combination of darth vader and voldemort lulz) noes, no at-my-feet action plz ;A;

hopefully, when i make my comeback, it'll be with some topri! like i promised you! ages ago! OTL and you don't have to miss me, really. i'll still pitterpatter around fandom, just without any fic contributions of my own. but i appreciate the sentiment (and darth voldemort wailing) nonetheless TwT

[_spacesailor]

GASP! This is heartbreaking, but totally understandable and I will be so very very sad to see you go. Your writing played a huge part in me finally getting my shit together, so I'm endlessly grateful for that and for your existence in general.

I hope your time away is as regenerating as you require it to be. And don't be a stranger :) Your freak outs make me happier than unicorn shooting rainbows out of its ass ♥

[ruethereal]

peaceandsafety did/is doing a wonderful job of prodding you into writing and posting. i'm so not worthy ;~~~;

but thank you. you make me feel less ashamed of running away from my muse-turned-zombie (my brain's so teenie, there's not enough to eat, so it's gotten a bit unfriendly).

besides, this just means for the next four months, i will be your rainbow-pooping-unicorn cheerleader :3

[_spacesailor]

Hahaha, YES. I'm going to be to spoiled rotten.

And PLEASE. You are so worthy, don't even try that. You really did inspire me. I admired your writing so much that I simply couldn't restrain myself any longer. It's a good thing too, because I have ample room for improvement. I never thought I'd find such a fantastically supportive environment to hone my totes mad skillz ;)

[ruethereal]

wow i misspelled 'peacensafety' (and by misspelled i mean i spelled out 'and' OTL) but yes, her, she is awesome and i cannot thank her enough for coaxing you out of your shell

AND HNNNGH MAD SKILLZ THEY BE *3* you ought to take some of the credit/blame for my brain malfunction-induced hiatus! you made me want to write first-person pov and when i realized i don't know how i died a little inside. it'll be one of the first things i try when i make my comeback ♥

[ruethereal]

i knew of no such rendezvous T____T 4G is weak here on the rock, scusi

i'm actually a bit glad you gave an OK for me to go on hiatus in your message from a while ago. i don't like not writing for lame reasons (like wimbeldon school) but seeing as how i'm already brain fried, i should save what hasn't been blazed crispy for rl. i guess ;A;

thank you bb. you know i will keep in touch (especially to stalk you for your kyueunhae~~~) ♥

[kiku_cha8_8]

SLDFSLD you deserve a break bb, all that writing you've been doing is bound to wear the strongest of champs down ;A;

And never fear I'm attempting at writing stuff. I even have um, something non-cracklight in the works. >>;

[ruethereal]

except my writing energy was diverted to messing with the comm so much, i had to remove my maintainer/moderator rights (if you haven't noticed already;;;) i asked sica to 'reinstate' me when i make my comeback though lulz

and i noticed in gdocsssss *A* more cracklight or non-cracklight i don't care-eh-eh-eh-eh-care :3 can't wait to see what you and sica do in my absence (and by absence, i mean stalker presence)