suddenly.

[rufer_2005]

Ever heard that phrase, quit "drowning yourself in self-pity?"..ya know the one where it just suddenly stops you in your tracks of complaining and makes you feel like crap? I would ,more than anything, love to tell a lot of people that, and have a way not to be hypocritical , but I guess you can't really because there is always some time when we

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[rach_ott]

ah cody bear you knew i would comment
i know what you mean about people working your patience, but i've decided to hate them. i swim in my pity a lot. well im glad you updated. we haven't talked in soo long. jeez last year i told you like everything. we need some catching up, dont you think?

[gandalf_istari]

Man, I've hated this area of the world for a long time and I want out also. Cody, I know things are hard sometimes, but never be afraid to whine, cry, bitch, or moan to your friends. If you never utilized that, you wouldn't need friends. You'd just have acquaintances that mean nothing. So never feel like you're pathetic or wanting pity by talking about what's wrong cause I really think thats the only way to get through it. For me, it takes that and then a period of quiet time. ...Just me and the world. I don't know if anything particularly bad has officially happened yet, but I am in the same boat about that one specific problem we discussed the other day. If you want to chat about anything, you know how to get a hold of me buddy. And this is a journal. You write whatever you want. Its how ya feel, what went on that day, good or bad, boring, pathetic, exciting...just whatever. This journal really helps me vent, even if its in private updates that no one but me and a close friend will ever see. And remember, people

To the one on my bad list:

[jesserca]

Sounds like an extrememly early case of senioritis to me.. hehe

Don't worry Cody. High school is a drag, but years after you graduate you'll wish you had made one more memory with the people you actually care about while you were young and "allowed" to act immature. Keep your cute little head up and if you need anything, you've got my number. And if you really need to be cheered up one day while I'm home, our basketball tourney is SO going on and you're going down! :P Love ya! =]