will the last time i see you be a pleasant sight? will being in your presence be an enchanting feeling like it once was? these thoughts keep coming to my mind. hopefully they will ( Read more... )

ever went through something, and every song, every conversation, and every movie you watched just instantly resembled the situation your going through? funny how that works

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is this what i need to happen to me before i change? is this the kind of confession it will take for me to truly come clean and never do it again? i hope not ( Read more... )

this is my curse. im dying for it

why cant i love, why cant i care at all, why cant i cherish anything. love is not an option for me, love will always be just a dream. but ill be stuck in this loveless nightmare for the rest of my life,

i am weak inside, i am broken ( Read more... )

nothing will ever change. this past, these habits i will never escape. i know what is killing me. i know what needs to be done, but i never will. no sign of hope. god keeps sending me angels from heaven and i send them back empty handed. god forgive me for what i have done.

ill never be able to kill the demons that are inside of me.

but its funny how all the things i wanna change surface around this time. im sick of my own games. pretty sick of my mentality about life. this year has been a shitty one, other than a few amazing things that have gotten me through it ( Read more... )

i hope you come back

Even now
I know my princess was happy. I see her stand
Touching her breasts with all her flower-soft fingers,
Looking askance at me with smiling eyes.
There is a god that arms him with a flower
And she was stricken deep. Her, oh die here.
Kiss me and I shall be purer than quick rivers

im sitting in this room looking at these pictures of you. im reading that poem you wrote for me, looking at your pictures, wearing the gifts you gave. its amazing how you know me so well. in such a short time you have completely figured me out. Im impressed. you saw something inside of me that noone has ( Read more... )

nothing left to write about

tie the knot around the noose, kick the chair from underneath
one round in the chamber, point the barrel and fucking squeeze.

i wish you heard me rap/