I never knew I'd end up this way. Things are AMAZING ( Read more... )

So a lot went on since the beginning of October when I was just starting to figure things out. Jumped out of a 10 month relationship and finally got the closure that I needed (almost). I still want my shit back ( Read more... )

I fucking hate wanna be hippies. I fucking hate stupid fat blond bitches too ( Read more... )

I really wish my fucking best friend would fucking call me sometime and give me more advice than to get the fuck over it. I wish I had a fucking job so I might be on a regular fucking sleeping schedule ( Read more... )

The past few days I've been happier than I ever remember being. I've been spending a lot of time with Danni, and a lot of time talking to Martin. Slowly things are falling into place for me, and I've been taking my time with all of this. I cant rush anything ( Read more... )

So I've noticed that when I eat, I gain weight around mainly my stomach and thighs ( Read more... )

fuck livejournalall it does is give me a reason to complain about my feelings when i have no one to talk to, but that's the past ( Read more... )

So this asshole has the nerve to tell me he still loves me, and that he's going to call everything off with this other girl ( Read more... )

this LJ account is used as much as your normal person would ask God for help.

Life sucks so bad right now and i'm lucky to still have the handful of friends that still give a damn. I dont know where I stand in life and I miscounted the number of people I would like dead right now. I cant stand the way I have been feeling lately. I feel like he's ( Read more... )

So I've made a few changes in my life, and I believe them to be the best.I have not worked hard enough, and I'm abusing myself. I have one main friend, and they're who I often hang with. I do not need the excess anymore, and I refuse to tolerate it. I am having subconscious thoughts that are affecting my sleeping schedule, but I am resolving the ( Read more... )