Nerves...

[rugbymom2002]

So my surgery is on Tuesday. I am a bit nervous...this is gonna be a HUGE change for me...Pray for me, for courage, and peace. There are so many things that I am worried about. Like will Drew still find me attractive? He says he will, but you know, I've NEVER been small. I am going to look so different. It's scary.

Comments

[kikamae21]

I'm praying for you! And I want all the deets cause I'm considering it myself.

[rugbymom2002]

No problem. I will let you know how I am doing. But be warned. It could take up to 4 weeks before I am able to type again afterwards. The people that I know who have had it done are VERY happy that they did it. Everyone I talked to said that as soon as they woke up they could feel the difference. No more back aches, and easier breathing!!!! That I am looking forward to. But it still scares me at the same time. Just such a HUGE change. I am going to sleep with my girls, and when I wake up, they'll be gone! Hmmm...

[kikamae21]

yeah i can def. see the hard times... i'm sure it may feel like a piece of you is missing...

[carynrobin]

small isn't so bad. but then i've been this size most of my adult life. what size will you be decreasing to? how long will your recuperation be? btw, i just watched the episode of "roseanne" that applies to your situation! oh, i'm praying for you also.

[rugbymom2002]

I am going from a J to a C cup. It is a big change.

[carynrobin]

wow. you're not kidding when you said it was a big change, but it least you're not going down to an A cup! that would be hugely small....for you.

[ex_cdayzee742]

I hope everything goes well!! Keep us posted!! ::hugs::

[rugbymom2002]

Thankyou, and as I am able I will keep you posted.