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[rugbyroyce]

i really need to either get my lappy fixed again (which i plan on doing today) or buy a notebook cause all these rhymes, verses, and lines are running through my mind. honestly listening to kanye west, lupe fiasco, and lil wayne does not help me. when i was at my best at my writing the words came out way too fast for me to type or write. i would

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[boobandit]

I'm just wondering because most guys are all about sex and OH GOD THEY WOULD'VE NEVER GIVEN IT UP if they were you. So why did you? What made you want to stop?

You associated gettin luv with confidence. You didn't have to stop and obviously girls still are lustin4u. I think you just don't.. only focus on that, that's not all you want anymore, so when you avoid it you're thinking, I've lost something and you don't have the confidence.

I have no idea if that made sense, but it's past midnight and I have to get up "soon" for an awful job so I hope it did.

You can fill up a whole notebook though, just with words, lyrics? That's so amazing man. You have to post some of that work.

-Chrissy

[mcnastyfilth]

I still find it funny that people put sex into the addiction category. It seems like anything that brings us wanton pleasure is considered bad and if we do it without abandon we are "addicted" or "hedonistic."

The only thing i would say about this entry that has me smh is that it's implied that you look to this steady influx of women to validate you and make you feel good about yourself. That people find you physically attractive shouldn't give you a confidence boost for you will never find the kind of love you are looking for in someone else. It's all gotta start with you. it just sounds like maybe you outgrew having multiple partner for one reason or another.

[rugbyroyce]

i did i got over having a partner kinda right now...i'm on some sort of a drought if i shouldn't say...