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no respite
i feel like i've hacked up 3/4 of my lungs over the past week. not getting better ( Read more... ) -
you complain a lot but never seem to do anything about it >:-(
but only to you, darling, and only about the things I've failed to affect.
because the alternative is to be optimistic and allow myself to hope for things, and that's just setting myself up. -
i must be designed for Martian time
i found my gecko pendent today, the one with the gecko where you'd typically find a dolphin, holding a blue gem. I don't recall where i came into it or what the stone is, but i put it on because it was blue and maybe right now i need a bit of water to mellow the brass, and tomorrow and the weekend I shall gird myself in fire and water just to float ( Read more... ) -
i'm not a matyr.... i'm just bitter.
extremely, and demotivated, and cagey, paranoid, ironically lonely... I say ironic because I don't actually know wtf to do with company when i have it and have found a surprisingly large number of people whom i secretly can't bear to spend more than 10minutes in a month with... frustrated, duped (they keep letting me think i'm in control but really ( Read more... ) -
backtracking
Earnestly, I do not know why we still sail on this channel
unaccountable to those i-names we abandoned in the rime
they are dreamed; or how for that matter we remain afloor in time
to that ghastly din pronounced in fairy banal?
and when i remember what that all means, i'll know i'm on the right trial
addendum: I think maybe I'd clocked out ( Read more... ) -
Next time, on SharTV,
Last night, i dreamt that Gibbs (NCIS) worked for some kind of paranormal investigative bureau possibly like the BPRD and his name was Mister M. That's what his team called him, anyway. His not-so friends called him Gibbs, so I guess his name must've actually been Gibbs M. Anyway, he and his rookie spends most of the dream trying to stop the end of ( Read more... ) -
"Once, I Ruled Hell For 20 Minutes..."
new icons. Totally retro-style. You know you wanna Hit That ( Read more... ) -
books, water cannons, assorted military uniforms
It was a strange thing this morning, full of childish innocence and grandeur, slow grown up disillusionment and old wily coyote cartoon references. I'm not even sure to be honest these were the same dreams ( Read more... )