Thanks for getting that song stuck in my head (not sarcasm! good song!).
I'm hungry. And I love you, dear.
im scared that there isnt going to be anyone in my life like her again.Man, do I know how that feels. Like... every breakup. But that's not the way it is. You can ask Dan. He's good at this speech. Only problem is... you're not going to be able to find someone who's as good or even possibly better if you can't let go. I know it sucks to be alone. And I know it sucks to be single. But it's okay. It really is. I know I probably sound hypocritical for saying this, what with all my new boyfriends every week and crap, but that's sort of like... I want to get them all out of the way so I'm not distracted later when I find someone actually worth dating. :P Like, after Billy broke up with me, I'd kind of exhausted my options, so I told myself "Okay, no more finding boys to date, just give it a rest." And I was fine with it. So if I start dating this Jeff kid (it's all John and Dani's doing) it has nothing to do with not wanting to be
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yes, matt, she is correct. i'm getting out of the same thing right now too. but my ex was a total shithead to me....and now i see it. and now i see how he's treating others and it's pretty gross. there are better girls out there for you...you just need to adjust to your new status of being single. if you ever need to talk about anything, you and i can vent to each other. haha but that might get boring...so we can talk about other things too!!!
I guess things are so different now. I always remembered u as big strong matt, who made out with my best friend the day that we met. The guy on stage who took a second out of his time to hang out and get to know us 'kiddos'. Matt who had it all together, who was way older, wiser and always had amazing advice.
Part of me regrets us not being close anymore. But the other half of me is kinda thankful. I hate seeing u being sad and upset and not to sound mean but-pathetic, all because of her. It's nothing like i remember you... and the fact you want to dwell on all that negative crap kills me. It's not the Matt I know and love. No more pity parties or sad songs need to be listened to. Being hurt sucks and then you move on. Let me know when your ready for that and the old matt comes back.-he's worth my time.
Hey...just to let everyone know, this is Ashley...yeaa the one everyone hates. You know it's easy to sit back and call me names and everything but you know what kills me the most? Nobody except Matt and I are in this relationship. You see matt when he's at his lowest points and just totally broken down, always listening to depressing love songs...well guess what...same thing goes for me. Nobody stops and thinks, I wonder if it's just matt thats hurt all the time. Yea, you don't think that bc u really don't care how i feel, which is fine. I may be really clingy with matt, but you know, I have problems in my life too, and he's my outlet and someone that i can always be close to and just the person who i flat out love the most. Yeaa, we do fight tons, but we both realize that we love each other enough to get through it and stay together. I don't know if its occurred to anyone but why would we put up with all the fighting and hurt if we didn't really love each other? we both certainly aren't staying in it for the sex, seeing as
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November 28 2004, 15:23:01 UTC
If u want to play victim-thats cool. I don't think one person left a note calling u names or even said anything mean and the whole theme of everyone's responces was to try to cheer up matt. Which if you weren't greedy and really cared about him, you would be glad he has support and friends who care and are still their after he totally ditched some of us for 10 months. I never asked for any of you to be my friends, and quite frankly i dont want you to be gee.. that comment makes me realize how much u must value matt and his friends... yet you have the nerve to complain about how none of us are concerned about you-when u totally wrote us all off in the beginning. Could u only imagine if matt had done that with all of ur friends who became his life instead caz he cared so much about u. And to be completely honest-my only problems been with Matt.. never you.
I'm def. not trying to play the victim, I'm trying to let everyone know how I feel through this journal...I just thought maybe for one second everyone could stop trying to tell matt to get rid of me when you guys don't even know me...Also,maybe you should read previous comments made by people...ones like "dump that bitch"...wow if thats not suppose to be about me I don't know what is. And guess what...nobody ever said i wasnt supportive of matt having a solid group of friends to fall back on....thats why im cool when he goes out with everyone. I don't know many girlfriends that would let their boyfriends go out with a group of girls, or go out to a movie with one girl alone. Yeaaa, it's not that i dont trust matt, but that night that i let him go to the movie with that girl she tried to get on him. Even though matt shot her down, it didnt exactly make me feel that awesome. I love that matt has friends that care for him and want to help him through tough times, but just because you guys are there, dosent mean i have to be your
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I'm confused why you keep going back to her, but you really must love her. I guess I only heard the bad, and she wasnt a big fan of Marisa and I since she would never hung out with us so we gaved up trying to include her. you ditched us all the time when you were dating. you seemed to be upset a lot. but letting go is hard, especially if you have regrets about doing it. We haven't been on the best terms lately. I hope you figure things out. good luck
megan, I guess I don't understand this. I don't know when it was that i was ever asked to hang out with you guys. I don't even know you guys at all, so I don't see how I could have a problem with you. I remember one time I was asked to hang out but I wasnt feeling well that night so I don't know if thats when you mean I didn't want to see you all. I guess all I'm saying is i dont remember being asked to come hang out like ever. I guess what made me become so distant from you and marisa was when we were at matts concert at that park in austintown. I tried to talk to you two and it didn't seem like you wanted me to, so then i stopped. I'm an extremely talkative person, and thats what I'm use to with my friends so when you guys didnt talk i took that as my key to leave u two alone and walk away. I dunno, oh well.
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I'm hungry. And I love you, dear.
im scared that there isnt going to be anyone in my life like her again.Man, do I know how that feels. Like... every breakup. But that's not the way it is. You can ask Dan. He's good at this speech. Only problem is... you're not going to be able to find someone who's as good or even possibly better if you can't let go. I know it sucks to be alone. And I know it sucks to be single. But it's okay. It really is. I know I probably sound hypocritical for saying this, what with all my new boyfriends every week and crap, but that's sort of like... I want to get them all out of the way so I'm not distracted later when I find someone actually worth dating. :P Like, after Billy broke up with me, I'd kind of exhausted my options, so I told myself "Okay, no more finding boys to date, just give it a rest." And I was fine with it. So if I start dating this Jeff kid (it's all John and Dani's doing) it has nothing to do with not wanting to be ( ... )
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Part of me regrets us not being close anymore. But the other half of me is kinda thankful. I hate seeing u being sad and upset and not to sound mean but-pathetic, all because of her. It's nothing like i remember you... and the fact you want to dwell on all that negative crap kills me. It's not the Matt I know and love. No more pity parties or sad songs need to be listened to. Being hurt sucks and then you move on. Let me know when your ready for that and the old matt comes back.-he's worth my time.
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I never asked for any of you to be my friends, and quite frankly i dont want you to be gee.. that comment makes me realize how much u must value matt and his friends... yet you have the nerve to complain about how none of us are concerned about you-when u totally wrote us all off in the beginning. Could u only imagine if matt had done that with all of ur friends who became his life instead caz he cared so much about u. And to be completely honest-my only problems been with Matt.. never you.
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