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... I shouldn't have said anything to that doctor, it's just going to make things worse.. than.. whatever this is.. but she was so very confusing again..
...it still feels like there's something... I've felt so strange since... that day, when I was sick... when the headaches started... and they keep getting worse the more I try to...
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Genis was very upset... I... he shouldn't have to... deal with this... who knows where... father and Mother have gotten to; he needs them and he's never had them and it isn't fair to him..
And then there's... I wonder why I didn't notice it, before? ... Then again there are a lot of things I haven't been able to notice... it feels so strange, to think freely of this... except for that headache...
What is wrong with me, I'm not supposed to be like this, to be worrying about tis, but the work is all put away and I can't go back and read over--
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So many things... but how does this work, I wonder? ...
*doesn't say anything, attempted mental poke*
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*sitting down on her bed, face in her hands as she massages at her temples*