I'm almost always wishing to be anywhere but here and anyone but me.

My mind's fighting a losing battle with my heart.

Everything is so meaningless

Pretty skies always make me think of you and wish you were with me when I enjoy them.


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It was so difficult being near your place today.

I don't know who I am without your love.

It's like having the life sucked right out of you all over again.

I am hungry now. When I am cold and miss you all over again. As much as I hate leaving you, I physically eventually sadly have to. I saw this coming. I honestly did. And all I've been is honest. Yet it's still leaves us at the same place.

Invest. I've invested more than I ever should. And this it how it feels like. Similar but different all ( Read more... )

There are so many days like these that I still have. The days where I still wish I had your room for refuge. Your comforting words. You to make me feel I belong somewhere. That I'm doing something right. So many days that I just wish I still had you. When I know trying so hard to convince myself everything is the way it should be, is eventually no ( Read more... )

Grant my last request,
And just let me hold you.
Don't shrug your shoulders,
Lay down beside me.