the pain is always their.

[ruiscore]

every day no matter what i do, all i can do is think of her. she is always there in my head, the was she would laugh at a joke or cry when hurt. no matter what i do i always c her. long ago i swore i would not fall in love again, but i did. i fell in love with this guy that was kind, funny, and most of all caring he cared for me when I stopped

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[orionzmoon]

to me thats one aspect of love....to jump straight over the edge with no hesitation..fully trusting the other person to not let there be a fall....sometimes thre is...but ive been jumped at before...and ive been pulled down on many occasions...i really shouldnt trust anyone...but i cant take out my past...on the future...and when i look forward...i see you...will you jump?

[ruiscore]

ill jump, b/c if i don't then ill never know if u love me enough to catch me or to let me fall.

[orionzmoon]

what was the deleted post?

[ruiscore]

i just messed up. when i posted it it was under unknow person thingy...yeah that.