damn it, it HURTS to write right now. it's like i'm exhausted and tired.
I'm tired of my old ideas from a year ago. I want to write new ones. =.=;;
I keep getting new ideas and i can't write it coz i have all these old fics that piled up and I need to finish those before I abandon them all because it took too long. I wish I can write faster! I mean people do say I do write fast, I guess i'm faster than most people but I need to write even faster! finish more fics! Coz goddammit, if people knew how many fic ideas I get per day.... sob... seriously...
i have even more ideas today. But instead I try to slave over these ideas I had a year ago.
Sigh... sorry.
I just need to write faster. Before I leave this fandom... i have a feeling i'm just very tired.