2b
I smiled.
‘ Sure.’
If I ended it, Reita would just hate me, and find someone else to provide him with his beloved drugs, even if he had to pay for it. And then that would lead to him stealing for money... He’d be in a right mess, and so would I. I wasn’t sure of it, but this seemed like the best option, and judging by the way the guitarist was gazing at me, I wouldn’t be able to escape anyway.
I saw a fire blaze up in Aoi’s eyes, and I all too automatically walked towards him, sitting myself beside him on my comfy couch. His arm went around my shoulder, and he eagerly leant his face closer, pressing his lips with that cold metal ring against mine. As his tongue pushed passed my obeying lips, I wondered what special something he would have in store tonight, to make it different each time, to prevent the sex from becoming a bore.
I moaned into his warm, wet mouth. Not because I enjoyed it, but because it would get him hard, get him where he wanted to be, so he would enjoy me to the max and I would get my reward. I was practically a whore. So I might as well have behaved like one. He seemed to like that, because I could already feel that hot part of his body pressing against my thigh as he towered over me. Actually, I cant say it didn’t turn me on just a tiny bit.
But my thoughts always rushed back to Reita, remembering why the hell I was doing this. Aoi was pulling off my shirt. For Reita. Aoi was unzipping my pants. For Reita. The elder had chained my two wrists together above my head, probably with shackles, and as I tugged against them, it made me think of my own restraint from Reita. Being prevented of sharing one heart, one soul, one life together.
His hands were all over me, touching me in places he knew made me quiver, and I continued to pant and squirm just for his pleasure, knowing that some day, I could be doing that to Reita.
For some reason, Aoi always let me have my release first. After a few minutes of being pounded into, he pulled out and crawled lower, gliding his smooth tongue over the head of my hard length. I moaned loudly when I was engulfed in wet heat, and I closed my eyes shut tight so that I didn’t have to see Aoi’s head bobbing up and down. I imagined Reita’s lips sucking, Reita’s tongue flicking over the tip and running along the underside of my leaking cock, and soon I toppled over the edge, clenching my fingernails into my palms as I released inside Aoi’s mouth.
The dark haired elder was good at what he did, swallowing every last drop, then he pushed himself back inside me, thrusting into my sensitive body erratically until he came hard inside me, calling out my name. When I fucked Reita, I always called out his name too.
I couldn’t stop the single tear from escaping one of my closed eyelids, and I felt the pearl of liquid falling down my cheek, where it was stopped by a calloused fingertip, wiping my skin dry. A soothing kiss was placed onto my forehead, and Aoi freed my hands from the metal handcuffs.
‘Thank you.’ He whispered, his voice like honey pouring into my ears. I kept my eyes closed. I was tired, and figured I’d need to sleep before visiting Reita tonight. I could hear the elder pulling his clothes back on, the rustling of a bag, feeling the soft fabric of a blanket being laid over my naked body.
Two hours later, I woke up, being met with the sight of a carrier bag and the comforting feeling of eagerness for what was about to come. I hid the bag beneath the blanket as I went to shower - I guess I was also becoming paranoid. Cleaning the sinful traces of Aoi away from my body, I scrubbed my flesh with a sponge to rid any remnants of him before I was to get close to the man I loved.
Reita seemed pretty damn keen tonight. I mean for the sex, not just the drugs. It lifted my hopes slightly, thinking that what I’d chosen was the best after all. He was never suspicious of me and Aoi, but then again, why would he be? When he first asked where I got the drugs from, I just told him a local dealer. No more was said. Perhaps it didn’t even matter to him. Wasn’t he even worried for me?
That night, I lay beside him, panting for breath. Nothing could compare how it felt to be inside Reita, ramming into him so hard till my toes curled and I screamed with pleasure. Sex with Aoi wasn’t even close. I regarded that as one-sided. The question was brought to my brain again, did Reita see this is one-sided too? When he groaned deeply in my ear, clenched around my aching member... Was it real?
I turned on my side to face him. He looked beautiful. His eyes looked black, skin pale, hair tattered. That’s what the drugs were doing to him. But in my eyes, he always was, and always will be beautiful. I could see his hand shaking slightly in the dull light of the bedside lamp, and he sat up against the headboard, hungry eyes meeting my knowing ones.
‘ Ru-kun...’ His tired voice sent shivers down my sweaty spine. Without breaking eye contact with him, I leant down to the floor beside the bed, my hand groping blindly till it found the bag.
‘ Yeah...’ He grinned widely, with an expression of relief and took out the smaller bag inside.
‘ Oh. You rolled them up already? Thanks a bunch dude.’
Huh? I looked to his hands and saw that the spliffs were already made up. I would thank Aoi the next time see him.
‘ No problem. Shall I leave you now?’ I never really liked seeing Reita stoned off his face, but at the same time I secretly wanted to be there, to look out for him, or perhaps for something else. I wasn’t sure.
‘ No. Will you stay?’ Reita took me by surprise. He bit his lip and raised his thin eyebrows waiting for an answer. Why would he want me here? I couldn’t refuse to spend a night with him, I would be insane to miss that opportunity. My heart even skipped a beat with hope. So I stayed, propping my back against the headboard like him, watching him take out two sticks. Wait. Two?
I stared at the white, evil object being thrust in my direction.
‘ Go on. Join me?’ His husky voice was so alluring.
My mind was ripped in two right there. Doing drugs was a seriously bad idea, I knew that, I could see what it did to people. But he was offering to share his precious weed with me? I felt honoured. I felt special. He was welcoming me into what appeared the most important part of his life.
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JUST SAY NO, KIDS
IT’S A SURE SHOT 8D