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Oh my God.
If I wouldn't do it for school, I would never work in a hospital for sure.
Nothing that I didn't know.
But it's really...really worse than I thought.
Not because of the (very hard) work. You've to be here and there all the time and in 8 hours today I didn't even had the time to eat or sit down ONCE~ (me feed are dead and I gained 0,6 kg from never sitting down and eating nothing...LOL? Explain me this.)
And it's not because of the people there. Well, most of them are really nice, there are many old people who broke their bones because they fell down the stairs and there are great young people and a lot of them love to flirt with the nurses xD I didn't count the sentence "Aw~ you have such a nice, lovely smile." it was strange but ...funny XD (Especially when a young mans' girlfriend sat next to him when he made me a compliment - well, she did see it like it is - just a joke and a way to get along with each other ^^)
Another old man gave me 5 Euros just because I was nice to him and talked to him and went to the reception blah.. O_o
Whatever, the people are okay, even I saw A LOT of things... which was pretty terrible.
(Mh~ perhaps I'll write soon about it but for today I'm just tired and down with my nerves..)
But..what's the real shit?
The atmosphere is horrible.
The nurses don't have time for..ANYTHING ~
They're just in a hurry and no one really TALK to them! ...I cleaned a room today (And I cleaned many many many rooms during the day~) and talked to an old woman. Everyone's talking about her and well..yeah, she's pretty strange and doesn't say 'hey, i have to go to the toilet' so...you can imagine!
But when I talked to her she was so happy and she asked for me more than one time.. just because I've taken a bit of my time for her~ and hey...it's not that I have had this time but I thought it was worth it. And it was..
Also...this fucking bitch of 'I'm so great, I'm so good, you have to do what I want' thinks I'm just a non-paid cleaning woman. Fuck you. I won't let me treat like this, just because she hasn't enough sex and has to let out her frustration on me..
The next thing : I've got so much lateshift. Tomorrow: Starting 12.30 pm - ending 20.30pm X__x"
So I'll be at home when it's 9 already..
The same on Thursday and Friday, only Wednesday I've shift from 6.30 to 14.30 ....
It sucks T___T
The only good thing: There's a girl named Antonietta and the same age as me. It's her second year there but she'll skip it soon, because she hates the same things as I do. She's really nice and helps me a lot. (->otherwise I wouldn't know what to do ..X__X)
Nh I'm gaining weight and ..losing hair? O___O" Wtf...??X_x"
Mh..I'm frustrated now. I don't want to work tomorrow *sigh* I will get crazy! x___X"
Can't move my leg anymore.
Argh.
If I wouldn't do it for school, I would never work in a hospital for sure.
Nothing that I didn't know.
But it's really...really worse than I thought.
Not because of the (very hard) work. You've to be here and there all the time and in 8 hours today I didn't even had the time to eat or sit down ONCE~ (me feed are dead and I gained 0,6 kg from never sitting down and eating nothing...LOL? Explain me this.)
And it's not because of the people there. Well, most of them are really nice, there are many old people who broke their bones because they fell down the stairs and there are great young people and a lot of them love to flirt with the nurses xD I didn't count the sentence "Aw~ you have such a nice, lovely smile." it was strange but ...funny XD (Especially when a young mans' girlfriend sat next to him when he made me a compliment - well, she did see it like it is - just a joke and a way to get along with each other ^^)
Another old man gave me 5 Euros just because I was nice to him and talked to him and went to the reception blah.. O_o
Whatever, the people are okay, even I saw A LOT of things... which was pretty terrible.
(Mh~ perhaps I'll write soon about it but for today I'm just tired and down with my nerves..)
But..what's the real shit?
The atmosphere is horrible.
The nurses don't have time for..ANYTHING ~
They're just in a hurry and no one really TALK to them! ...I cleaned a room today (And I cleaned many many many rooms during the day~) and talked to an old woman. Everyone's talking about her and well..yeah, she's pretty strange and doesn't say 'hey, i have to go to the toilet' so...you can imagine!
But when I talked to her she was so happy and she asked for me more than one time.. just because I've taken a bit of my time for her~ and hey...it's not that I have had this time but I thought it was worth it. And it was..
Also...this fucking bitch of 'I'm so great, I'm so good, you have to do what I want' thinks I'm just a non-paid cleaning woman. Fuck you. I won't let me treat like this, just because she hasn't enough sex and has to let out her frustration on me..
The next thing : I've got so much lateshift. Tomorrow: Starting 12.30 pm - ending 20.30pm X__x"
So I'll be at home when it's 9 already..
The same on Thursday and Friday, only Wednesday I've shift from 6.30 to 14.30 ....
It sucks T___T
The only good thing: There's a girl named Antonietta and the same age as me. It's her second year there but she'll skip it soon, because she hates the same things as I do. She's really nice and helps me a lot. (->otherwise I wouldn't know what to do ..X__X)
Nh I'm gaining weight and ..losing hair? O___O" Wtf...??X_x"
Mh..I'm frustrated now. I don't want to work tomorrow *sigh* I will get crazy! x___X"
Can't move my leg anymore.
Argh.