Besides being taken advantage of sexually while passed out and feeling completely alone/out of place/terrified/and simply dead at Elliot's, I'm trying my hardest to look at bright moments ( Read more... )

Remind me never to listen to my inner monologue in the future.

Going out is an absolute waste of time and causes me nothing but a desire for death.

I'm done.

The only thing out there is pain.

Bye.

P.S. I wish you'd all die.

Tonight has to be good ( Read more... )

I could rewind time and have all my money back. I'd fix my world world really quickly now that I know the path of solutions ( Read more... )

I get so angry when people try to understand how I feel, or try to give me advise on how I feel, and a lot of times even when people are trying to help me feel better or grow past my problems ( Read more... )

Good morning Ru, let's change the world today. Okay?

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All this talk about change... makes me wish I could change. Get some change in my pocket, line my world with green. Maybe run so far away nobody can ( Read more... )

The air conditioning is still not working... it's so freaking hot...

Circa 1989-1991 ( Read more... )

This weekend was utter shit. Lonely, poorly planed, and frustrating. Last night Dusty ate the replacement fox that White Wolf gave me. I'll post pictures eventually. I was really upset. I was really mad at the people laughing at Dusty as he ripped my fox to shreds. I've slept with this fox for several years, I had him when I was homeless, ( Read more... )

I made it through yesterday... I'll try to make it through today...

I feel a little better this morning but there's still a ping in the back of my neck that hurts...