i am so CONfuckled yes i kno i dont need a boy & rite now i dont want one but that doesnt mean that im not still in love with people i just have chosen to let thing happen as they happen & to no go out looking for love ( Read more... )

why do i hurt everyone i care about ( Read more... )

100 Things about me:
INSTRUCTIONS:
1. Copy this whole list into your journal.
2. Bold the things that are true about you.
3. Whatever you don't bold are false

01. When I was younger I made some bad decisions
02. I don't watch much TV these days
03. I love psychodelic mushrooms
04. I love sleeping
05. I have loads of books
06. I once slept in a toilet
07. I ( Read more... )

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So ya this weekend started off on a bad foot. So this friday i was planing on hanging out with bailey & audra. we had craziness got food at b-bop's and took it to a park & play at the park. then we went goodwillin'. I got to vist JON JON (my ex-manager)at bugerking.then went down to the loop & had bitch call us hicks. then bailey left to get a ( Read more... )

so yeah weekend sux
**find out i need $300+ for a workshop in chiago
**got stupid cuz im stressed up
**get yelled at ALOT
**Cry
**feel bad for NOT having sex
**boy friends crys about stupid shit he shouldnt
**im the one who has to bring it together
**get plastered::but still want out::
**cry again ::for the same reason as before
**lose a good friend

So yeah ( Read more... )

today was soo sad i went to rachel mom's Funeral today with boo, carly, and jake. we were all in tears during the whole ceremony. Well jake wasn't crying but you could tell he was sad.

after that there was a bunch of BAD things that happen so today was an all together BAD day besides the Kitty buying a fishy and geting kool stuff from the craft ( Read more... )

so ya hey loser i guess i had a ok day i'm still stressed out about the fashion show. i have SOOOO much to do & no time to do it in. cuz i don't like working at home cuz i have no room to work in. so i have to almost all of it in class when i don't have a lot of in class time. but ill get things done i all was do. i have to find all my models for ( Read more... )