well today was my last xc practice ever and i didn't even realize it until the end...i never thought these 4 years would end with me limping back to school alone 10 minutes behind the rest of the team. now i just have 3 days of rest then states, i've never had a good race at states so hopefully this year will be different but theres nothing more i ( Read more... )

haven't updated in a while, i dont think anythings really happened anyway. i've felt like a real asshole lately and it feels like i've really fucked a lot of things up. i feel like i dont know what the hell i'm thinking half the time and i end up doing something stupid ( Read more... )

well we finally won flight b today but it didnt feel like it because the race was so easy. we pretty much just had to show up to win, i wish the concord/bwine race was our last flight b race like it was supposed to be just so we could've ended with a close race but either way we ended 7-1 (7-0 in flight b) and we're still healthy for the 3 ( Read more... )

tonight i realized how dumb i am, after the xc dinner i decide i have nothing better to do so i decide i'm gonna drive to the cult house road but then when i get into the valley i realize i have no idea where it is.so i drove around the valley aimlessly for 30 minutes and ended up at ai dupont high school somehow. i think this was even dumber than ( Read more... )

i really don't like this whole waking up at 7 o clock thing, i didnt even have to wake up that early for work this summer but i felt like shit all morning because i was tired but things got better, especially when we watched crazy animal porn in bioethics which was awesome so i didnt have to come home and watch it like i normally do!! but writing ( Read more... )

friday- school was normal but then i found out the bellevue invite was postponed a week. i had study hall last period so i went home but i had to come back for practice it was kind of a waste though because i just sat there icing my ankle becasue its real swollen from whatever the hell bit me the other day, i felt like a real bitch missing ( Read more... )

this morning sucked waking up in the freezing cold after being able to sleep in yesterday but everything changed when i got out to my car. i opened the door and it still smelled like pizza from the night before and i was so happy, it smelled so good. school was normal but study hall was over lunch. i love it when that happens, we played rummy for ( Read more... )

wow...today was a good day. i woke up and looked in the paper and the xc team was finally ranked, we should've been ranked all season but now we're finally getting noticed. school was boring and all i could think about was the race today vs concord and brandywine. a win vs both teams would pretty much lock up a flight b championship for us but ( Read more... )

well, these last 2 days have been a waste. Friday was fun but saturday and sunday were pretty boring. i was pretty pissed at the coaches after the race friday but things got better. saturday i played poker and lost in about an hour and it was still only 9 o clock so i just dropped brad off somewhere and drove around for a while then went home. i ( Read more... )

wednesday- Went to coreys bonfire for a while, it wasnt bad but when everyone left to go smoke up and i found myself burning random things and not talking to anyone i decided to leave. o well it was fun while it lasted ( Read more... )