For Laura

[rumdavahh]

God Laura could you be more fucking stupid?? I mean honestly, you bitch all the fucking time about NOTHING. I have lost my son, my cousin and my aunt in three weeks. TRY LIVING MY FUCKING LIFE!! You fucking bitched that all you wanted to do was come home and then you fucking bitch that youre sick of being home. MAKE UP UR FUCKIN MIND!! At least you

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[carpe_diem_16]

My mom and dad aren't paying for school Jesi...they don't pay for anything that I want.

I'm sorry my life is nothing like yours...that I dont' have anything earthshattering to talk about in a journal entry.

I thought we were better friends then I guess we are.

I have nothing else to talk about but the pity stuf...

I've matured a lot honestly.
But you know what?
That's fine...I'm not going to sit here and read how much you obliviously dislike me and I am sorry for what you're going through...I ask if I can help...I never get a reply. I want you to know...I havent' stopped praying for you tho. I won't.

But before you critize me for my parents paying for anything in my life...think again.

I still love you.
You don't have to have the same feelings, but I do love you.

[rumdavahh]

Look Laura, I dont hate you but you need to not pity urself. And the reason I never replied to you on my comments is b/c I JUST like last night, got the internet at my house. I would love to hang out with you Laura I really would but I guess the point I am just trying to get across to you is that Life is too damn short to just bitch about it all the time. And before you say youve matured a lot....think again. You used to be stronger than all this shit Laura. You used to go thru hell and back and still not bitch. What happened to you?

And yes Laura I love you too whether it seems like it or not.
Jesi