All Grow'd Up...

[rumminjokey]

i have to be an adult now. and quite frankly i'm scared. i dont know what i really want to do with life, yes i have a degree that says i can do something maybe even something big but is it what i want? im lost right now. i guess its good to be scared because without fear i would really be screwed in life i just hate being unsure of things. this is

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[insomniac1]

Eh not to minimize what your feeling but, I think most of us feel like that right after we are done with the whole college type thing. The whole putting yourself out there, getting a job with your degree, living on your own, it's hard sometimes. As a person who has a degree kinda like yours, believe me when I say my degree still feels worthless at times. It's just kinda the way of things sometimes, also the fact that its the holidays probably isn't helping much either.

[rumminjokey]

there was nothing to minimize. its just life right now. its not just being out of school its many things, im just not happy with who i am right now. you may be right about the whole "holiday season" thing but this was coming on before then. i just wish i could climb out of this hole that im in at the moment. i can handle having to be a grown up, i just wish the other part of my life was just as easy.