I love my program, and teaching is going amazingly well. I am happy about that, for sure. Otherwise, though, I am not feeling great these days. I know I'm stressed financially and time-wise. I technically have three jobs right now, in addition to my own classes. I'm trying to make time to join the ballet company so I'll feel normal, train ( Read more... )

i hate this crap. i'm alternating between insanely angry, and completely defeated and hollow ( Read more... )

nick's grandmother died today... his mom's mom ( Read more... )

finally have internet again ( Read more... )

I've been so short-tempered with everyone lately. I really need to stop.

Apparently I am a little late getting the news, but Robert died. Robert Ford, the man who maintained the New College fitness center died on Friday of "a cardiovascular activity ( Read more... )

You can see Dancer in the album "Horses" in my Facebook photos. He's after all the photos of Bond. His dad's there too, to give an idea of what he looks like in motion.

two years. not sure why people like to mark time the way they do, but i do it too. maybe there's some sort of feeling of accomplishment tied into it... i can hold down a job for a year, i can keep myself alive for 30 years, i can manage to not fuck up too badly for two years... that sort of thing. i dunno. i do know they've been two really full ( Read more... )

i'm getting another horse. he's huge. and gray. i'm excited ( Read more... )

I'm darkening my hair again and considering doing laundry. Maybe I'll do that when I don't have smelly, bubbling blackish goo all over my head ( Read more... )