grades come out in 2 weeks, I feel like I've done nothing, but I know I've learned a little, even if its not from books- I like Mrs. Thigpen- and I feel like I'll be more ready for this to end when the time comes ( Read more... )

last night I realized how scared I am of college, and how that roots from being scared to be alone. when did I become so dependent on him? and why don't I feel bad about not knowing who I am without him. I always pictured myself being like this big independent woman, I dont need no boy to make me happy. but it turns out I dont need him to be happy ( Read more... )

"Why did I allow myself to be bored ever in the past and to compensate for it got high or drunk or rages or all the tricks people have because they want anything but serene understanding of just what there is, which is after all so much."
-Kerouac

Ling is gone. I miss her, but it's not near as bad as I expected. We talk alot.

Went to lunch with Daniel, Courtney, and Matt today.
Just being around Matt is extremely uplifting(and strange).

I worked tonight, there were lots of robbers and death (?)

George came over last night, he is adorable, And so big.


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Daniel and I played and talked last night. I loved sitting with him in the car with rain drumming on the roof. Today we were out of school for rain ( Read more... )

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( tomato festival )

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Six days till school starts again. Where did the summer go?
Oh yes, I remember, I spent half of it grounded and alone.
And now everyones leaving, and starting over elsewhere.

I've changed my mind about this whole friends thing. I think that the reason I find it so wierd is because I've been enjoying Abby's (and her friend's) company so much.
I guess the fact that two best friends will be leaving at the end of the summer makes it strange too.