woke up this morning feeling sick and exhausted. i rode with deborah and shauna to pj's doctor appt. right now, btw, he is throwing a gigantic fit and i don't really know what to do. he's autistic and i'm a little clueless. but the nanny here for the kids is awesome. she is so good with them. its crazy. i have a lot on my mind right now. i'm ( Read more... )

well. i have another half day of school tomorrow and i'm done. my honors english final was simple, although, i'm sure my talent for messing up even the simplest of assignments hasn't escaped me quite yet. interior design was super stupid- as expected. i finished in like... 15 minutes? yea, it was open book, but i didn't bother. i hate the class ( Read more... )

senior quote: "the only thing that matters is just following your heart, and eventually you'll finally get it right" in this diary by the ataris
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what the fuck is wrong with the world? so much, so very much. katie, i would've posted a comment on your site but it keeps shutting explorer down everytime i try to.. so consider this your comment from me. look, you are an awesome person and tons of fun to be around. i knew your family had issues (like all families) although, sometimes more severe ( Read more... )

it's time to vent so listen up everyone. there is a burning question i've been striving to find an answer to. i want to know when we are supposed to start living for ourselves. i want to know when it is OK to do the thiings that make us -happy-. when is is all right for me to not be miserable? i'm starting to feel like i shouldn't have made such a ( Read more... )

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hmmmmmmmmm, there are only lika a million things i should be doing right now... finishing my critical anaylsis, prewriting my sociology essays, doing my newspaper final, touching up my interior design final.... yea but here i am. i found the most uhmazing prom dress ever... i know i've said that before but i truly mean it. if i don't buy courtni's ( Read more... )

omg- so i'm pretty sure that today the roads are as bad as yesterday if not a little worse. does our school district have any clue how many kids got in accidents yesterday?? how many young drivers there are who try to speed to school in the sweet car that daddy bought for them and end up in a fucking ditch? i, in my shitty 'gus bus' got into an ( Read more... )

hhhhhhhhhhhhhey all. wow, there must be something wrong with me. lately i've been sooo tense. and thirsty. and mood swing-y. yah, stress will do that to you. tonight i think my mom is going to make brie and i go shopping with her, aunt candy and the heathens. (don't get me wrong, i love 'em.) but i really don't want to. last nite i tore apart the ( Read more... )