The worst is over

[runaroundnaked]

Well...we all survived tonight. It was openening night, and we are all still alive. The show was all-in-all well done. There were moments where I was terrified and afraid that it was going to fall apart, but we managed to keep it together. Most of the things that went wrong were my own doing anyway, so I can't be mad at the kids in the show or in

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[emistele]

I am so happy that you are having fun, and a good time. It is always fun to have talented ones around you. It's about time somthing good came into your life, because I know things have been tough. I am glad you went out with the cast. It sounded like a really good time, and I am glad you went out and had fun... I am sure it was well needed after such a tech-week.
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[julius34]

you are too hard on yourself -- you really should start blaming some of that stuff on us. i mean, after a glare like that, you can't honestly say that almost falling apart was your doing. lol. but i think it went really well... yay for that!

[haexxiydona]

yeah, blame us. the cellos skip whole parts occasionally. and we think that one is actually three, and they're just waltzing in extra slow motion. this is cellist with the hat by the way. i thought it was fine...and dania lost my baton splinter. you're going to have to do that again sometime.

[__jekhipe]

*shifty eyes* Meh, it wasn't your fault, and yes, I second Molly, blame the stuff on the pit, mainly me :D Well. Not that I really matter of course, but yeah.

And it is some sort of ritual to hang out at Bakers Square after a performance, it's very interesting.

[rainb0w_carnage]

oh darling. i just read through most of your journal and i must say we have much more in common than i would ever have expected. i cannot emphasize enough how much we all love you and what a beautiful person you are. insightful, funny, sweet, talented . . . you have it all, babe. plus, you are willing to put up with us, which is quite a feat in itself. i know i can get out of hand sometimes, but i really can be a down-to-earth person when i really want to, and i'm about as down-to-earth as i can ever be right now, when i say that you are an angel. i truly believe that, that each person has angels in their lives, and i really can see your wings. i wish you could too. suicide is such a tricky, complicated thing, and your entry about it just . . . spoke to me. *sigh* i know i may be a baby, and i know i may be a psycho, but you know you can always call me or IM or post for me or something. any time, really. my phone is always on.

i love you more than i could ever express online, and i know that you are a sucess.

xoxo

[babyevil]

Jacob, my love

[julius34]

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do i want to know?

[runaroundnaked]

I'm not sure what you are referring to. If you tell me that...then I'll tell you if you want to know or not.