Mixed feelings
I've accepted the Arts University College at Bournemouth's offer to do a degree in Graphic Design. For some reason, it was my second choice after LCC. It felt like... Choosing a secondary school or a suitable poly all over again. I had a good feeling about it and I went for it. Honestly... This kinda "don't think just do"/"I have a good feeling bout this" action is highly discouraged. What if the school isn't as good as you thought? What if you feel that you are wasting time studying there after the first few months? What if at the end of it all you don't gain much from the experience? What if I regret this decision at the end of it all? There's so many what-ifs really. And it's quite annoying.
Yes I had a good feeling bout this decision, and I want to believe that it'll be good. So.. Should I not have too high of expectations? Honestly, I don't know and I'm not too sure anymore. All I can do is well, make the best out of my time there on my own.
Hmmm.
Other than having slight second thoughts (which I really shouldn't be having cos it makes me lose my sleep cos I think too much), I can't wait to leave Singapore. I mean, it's gonna be awesome living there and indulging in a new place's culture and whatsoever. New places, new faces, waaaay different exposures and everything else.
But then again, everyone else will be left in Singapore :/ it kinda sucks. There's at least another five months till I leave for the UK but I'm already feeling slightly sad that I'm leaving everyone else behind :/ not that I won't be back for good, but y'know.
Sucks to be having mixed feelings really. And I must must must pass driving before I get there. Srsly. So that it's easier to get around or something, whenever necessary. Sigh no time no time.
On a totally random note, I learnt reversing the other day. Understanding the physics of parking/reversing is very easy, but really, when you're actually doing it and controlling a vehicle, it's damn difficult. Zzz can't park for nuts. For now. Nuuuuuuu no time no time!