the obession is perfection

[runawaytogether]

i think most of my close friends (which is about 2 but i think only one really knows a lot about it) know i've got an obession with trying to be perfect. or at least had or still have i'm not sure. i try to make everyone happy and i try to make like things aren't so bad when they are. so that part of the obsession doesn't seem so bad? well there's

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[lealan]

If it's not already obvious, ive got tons to say on this. so much i should probly just write my own entry, BUT im lazy. dont ever say you're not good enough. HELLO I CANT EVEN STAND ON ONE FOOT. you can hop on em with your eyes closed. which is freaking amazing. but minus the physical aspect of how perfect and beautiful you are, you're smart. you dont have to be a genius to understand life's game, and u know it damn well. being as down-to-earth as you are, theres just not alota people out there like u. parents dont have to understand. i can guarantee i have the most non-understanding parents around. having older sibilings really affects there perspective of "are you good enough?" if i could only give u one line of advice, it would be: LOVE YOURSELF. thats the best lesson ive ever learned, and i learned it from...guess who? ME, myself. u cant learn it from anyone else. and once u respect you, what other people think and say will slowly stop mattering. sure there are moments where i worry (like always having make up on). but if it makes

[grkelitsa]

Becky, I know you are a strong chick, stand your ground and don't let lifes little expectations get you down. Do your best and that's all there is to it, as hard as your try you can never "be perfect". We all strive for it, but fall short of good enough sometimes. But what I see in you is determination and that's admirable....keep it up, but don't stress yourself, there's so much more to life!

xoxo
stella~