i'm plain paranoid jane

[runawaytogether]

i've become very paranoid lately. i suppose people influence me more than i think they do and so that makes me think i'm easily manipulated. i think i've also become kinda dependent. i've never had a good group of friend where i felt like they would always be there for me and even my family has never always been there for me. i remember once

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[quietworld]

Molds don't friggin matter, Becks. Do you think I'm serious when I'm joking around about your clothes? Do you think I honestly care that you wear cheerleader stuff almost everyday? I dont! You're adorable and sweet, and yes, you seem to be manipulated easily, and that upsets me, and when I see you being manipulated, I get even more upset. People worry about you. Your mom and your sister use what you have told them against you because they think they'll be able to make a point by thrusting something in your faces.. plus it is abusive.. they think they'll get their way by doing that.. I've known people to do things such as this before. It's no fun. Don't let people at school bring you down because they dont MATTER. Nobody matters but you really. As long as you are happy and healthy and safe, not much else matters. it just depends on you as to whether or not you want to take time to care about others. I've gotten very brutally honest with people over the last half year or so simply because I'm sick of walking on eggshells for people. If

[amberl765]

hey becky, i know how dunwoody is... and its all about what u look like and who ur friends are.. i never really actually let it get to me. i was just me.. who cares if i wore my p.js to school everyday, and never brushed my hair.. i didnt wear black and diff didnt wear any preepy clothes. i was me, and knwoing that i didnt fit any mold made me soo happy. and it also allows u to find ur true friends. i think ur so sweet and funny, and if u dont worry about things like this.. and just be you, then your a better person for it! i know how hard it is emotianlly to go to dunwoody high school, and u just gotta keep ur head high and tell ur self you proud of who u are...i know u can do it! i am here if u ever need to talk
~amber~

[shinesthrough]

becky,
you seem to talk a lot about how you feel you really have no true friends. being labeled is all part of growing up....you are like me in some ways...as in you dont fit a lable at all. most of the kids at school are accpeting of you. that is one aspect of dunwoody i miss quite much. the fact that most kids there are understanding and if you look at it, there never really is hardcore teasing going on.......sorry about my rant. there really is no need to fret over where you fit in or who you are going to hang out with now or anything of that sort. you are growing up into a wonferful person who really shouldnt waste their talented time over something so petty. in the scheme there is no need for YOU to classify yourself. let the shallow people of the world do that for you. just know, i have offered many a time to hang out with you. i miss those days of 11th grade when doing nothing was actually fun. you me and colleen had some fun times and i miss thoughs. if you ever do want to hang out, give me a call(404.431.6160)

xoxosara

[eveningstroll]

run away from that mold becky- it has nothing good to offer you. what's the use trying to be another carbon copy of test subject a b or c?

oh yeah, that have that quote "all in good moderation" in reference to drugs. maybe they should extend that to people. ie boyfriends.

i'll know exactly what i'm trying to say later. i hope you got the gist of it.

fsghd

[lealan]

i guess i tried to fit the mold, and i realized, i just keep getting hurt by it. hug and kiss to your heart's content. you'll miss it when it's gone.