i'm doped up on medicine and my parents had the worst fight ever last night. my mom did the classic 'sweep everything off the table with her hand' thing, except on the kitchen counter, and it involved throwing the knife stand and a glass dish and the vacuum cleaner. i got hit with a knife (but not hurt) and got splattered by glass bits. my dad left the house. my brothers and i hid together in their bedroom. my throat feels like shit and all in all, it was the worst fucking day ever.
but seeing this made me smile. i'll be back later when i'm not high on medicine and half asleep to spam you with my love. <3
oh mikky ): i wish i were there for you ;-; is your dad back? the glass didn't make you bleed did it? do your parents fight a lot? are you okay?
i'm glad i made you smile on the worst fucking day ever and gah, medicine. you shouldn't be on the computer if you're half asleep. i'm worried about youuu. sedyfuhahyusjkghgf.
i'm fine. and yes, my dad is back now, and i didn't get cut too much. just a little on my hands when i was cleaning up the pieces.
it's horrible though, because now everything's back to like nothing ever happened. like my dad didn't say horrible horrible things to my mother. i don't know how she can just laugh it off. she's the most amazing person i've ever seen in my life, that she can forgive my dad for saying hateful things to her without a blink. i want to be like her, but i'm too angry and sad and wanting to even get close. sigh.
but i love you, and i don't know why i'm in this horrible stupid mood lately.
and i love you and your little 'i miss you' comment made my day like everything you write to me ♥
and i miss my friend like fucking hell much and i want to cry and my mother wants to take me in the cinema to that one fucking sad movie I wanted to watch with her but i feel like shit today and miss my friend and I would just break down and idk.. it makes me sad that I have to say no to her because we wanted to go there but i just can't today because yeah..
i miss my sister but she visits us today, so yay <3 and i love mucc's music and idc that you don't like them, because i love them like hell and had to say it to you because i want to say something to you
i miss you like hell and i hope you take care and sleep enough because i always worry about you. i still need to send you several things and idk why i don't go to the post office.
i would give you something amazing but belial is poor and uncreative and just fail and don't have anything. belial's heart is nothing amazing so don't think of it .. it's not
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aww, i hope you feel better about your friend. you can tell yourself that you'll be able to visit her sometime? i don't even know. positive thoughts ;~; i know that doesn't help sometimes though so get your mind off things.
lol, i don't actually know who/what mucc is. but they must be pretty amazing for you to love.
i'm waiting to get stamps but i can't figure out where to buy them. i went like to the post office to get stamps once but they said they ran out. the post office ran out of stamps, wtf right?
talking to you is enough for me :D ♥
i could say the same thing for you? are you happy? healthy? i love you a whole lot too ♥~~~~~~~~~~~ x 85ur8teyu55435352. :D i hope you feel better soon. smile okay.
people.. friends of my friends because I am like that and possessive and I hate myself enough to think I don't deserve anyone and then well.. I just get jealous and hate myself more and asdhjdhf just let's not talk about it, it's something I want to hide from everyone because it just hurt other people and it's enough that it hurts me :X
you don't have to, because I know you're busy and have friends like too many to catch up with everyone and it's enough because it makes me happy to read whatever little thing you write :D
thank you .-. i still hope it gets better sometime... i thought it already were better but idk .-.
for me they are and I am going to concert of them in two weeks and that is one thing I even looked forward to when I went to Japan. thank you <3~
your post office is kind of strange oO how can it run out of stamps?! lol x-x go to another post office? >.< or try again in a few days/weeks?! x.x idk
/don't think so .-. but thank you (i say so often thank you in that reply <3 because I am thankful
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Hi, my name's Arathy - of course you already know that. I'm 15, turning 16 on the day you first started writing (post on lj) I like Nhi - a lot, I worry about her a ton, because I never get the chance to talk to her much lately, seems like we're never on at the same time ;___; I think about Nhi every single day, and oh did I say, that I miss her an effin' ton? I hope she's eating lots of food not bread and popsicles all day >.< I pray everyday that she's getting more then enough sleep, and an amazing day filled with smiles. I want to kidnap you and take you with me to Korea ♥ If I had it my way I'd be around you 24/7 and help you in anyway I can. You mean a lot to me :-)
Oh and the most important thing you need to know about me :-)
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my mom did the classic 'sweep everything off the table with her hand' thing, except on the kitchen counter, and it involved throwing the knife stand and a glass dish and the vacuum cleaner. i got hit with a knife (but not hurt) and got splattered by glass bits. my dad left the house. my brothers and i hid together in their bedroom. my throat feels like shit and all in all, it was the worst fucking day ever.
but seeing this made me smile. i'll be back later when i'm not high on medicine and half asleep to spam you with my love. <3
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i'm glad i made you smile on the worst fucking day ever and gah, medicine. you shouldn't be on the computer if you're half asleep. i'm worried about youuu. sedyfuhahyusjkghgf.
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it's horrible though, because now everything's back to like nothing ever happened. like my dad didn't say horrible horrible things to my mother. i don't know how she can just laugh it off. she's the most amazing person i've ever seen in my life, that she can forgive my dad for saying hateful things to her without a blink. i want to be like her, but i'm too angry and sad and wanting to even get close. sigh.
but i love you, and i don't know why i'm in this horrible stupid mood lately.
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and i love you and your little 'i miss you' comment made my day like everything you write to me ♥
and i miss my friend like fucking hell much and i want to cry and my mother wants to take me in the cinema to that one fucking sad movie I wanted to watch with her but i feel like shit today and miss my friend and I would just break down and idk..
it makes me sad that I have to say no to her because we wanted to go there but i just can't today because yeah..
i miss my sister but she visits us today, so yay <3
and i love mucc's music and idc that you don't like them, because i love them like hell and had to say it to you because i want to say something to you
i miss you like hell and i hope you take care and sleep enough because i always worry about you.
i still need to send you several things and idk why i don't go to the post office.
i would give you something amazing but belial is poor and uncreative and just fail and don't have anything.
belial's heart is nothing amazing so don't think of it .. it's not ( ... )
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i should write you more comments, suddenly.
aww, i hope you feel better about your friend. you can tell yourself that you'll be able to visit her sometime? i don't even know. positive thoughts ;~; i know that doesn't help sometimes though so get your mind off things.
lol, i don't actually know who/what mucc is. but they must be pretty amazing for you to love.
i'm waiting to get stamps but i can't figure out where to buy them. i went like to the post office to get stamps once but they said they ran out. the post office ran out of stamps, wtf right?
talking to you is enough for me :D ♥
i could say the same thing for you? are you happy? healthy? i love you a whole lot too ♥~~~~~~~~~~~ x 85ur8teyu55435352. :D i hope you feel better soon. smile okay.
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friends of my friends because I am like that and possessive and I hate myself enough to think I don't deserve anyone and then well.. I just get jealous and hate myself more and asdhjdhf
just let's not talk about it, it's something I want to hide from everyone because it just hurt other people and it's enough that it hurts me :X
you don't have to, because I know you're busy and have friends like too many to catch up with everyone and it's enough because it makes me happy to read whatever little thing you write :D
thank you .-.
i still hope it gets better sometime... i thought it already were better but idk .-.
for me they are and I am going to concert of them in two weeks and that is one thing I even looked forward to when I went to Japan.
thank you <3~
your post office is kind of strange oO
how can it run out of stamps?! lol x-x
go to another post office? >.<
or try again in a few days/weeks?! x.x idk
/don't think so .-.
but thank you (i say so often thank you in that reply <3 because I am thankful ( ... )
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Hi, my name's Arathy - of course you already know that. I'm 15, turning 16 on the day you first started writing (post on lj) I like Nhi - a lot, I worry about her a ton, because I never get the chance to talk to her much lately, seems like we're never on at the same time ;___; I think about Nhi every single day, and oh did I say, that I miss her an effin' ton? I hope she's eating lots of food not bread and popsicles all day >.< I pray everyday that she's getting more then enough sleep, and an amazing day filled with smiles. I want to kidnap you and take you with me to Korea ♥ If I had it my way I'd be around you 24/7 and help you in anyway I can. You mean a lot to me :-)
Oh and the most important thing you need to know about me :-)
I LOVE YOU ♥
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