We won't belong...

[runbunnyrun]

I've been feeling...melancholy today. I'm not exactly sure why. I think it might have something to do with how uneventful my life has been as of lately. Or maybe it's because I've found myself reminiscing of the past so much? My life consists of studying, eating, working, and sleeping. If people could waste away their lives, I would imagine

Comments

[smshadow]

Sounds like you could use a week long vacation away from everyone you know. Just you by yourself somewhere relaxing.

[runbunnyrun]

Some place warm, please!

[joshcampbell]

Don't take offense at this, I just wanted to tell you what it seems like to me:

I think you're in love with a half-true projection of who Chad is and whenever you're seeing the bits that are not part of that (which seem to be surfacing more and more), you have such low self-esteem you settle for it. It's true that I haven't spent a lot of time with the two of you together but I was also there at the end of your last relationship and I know for a fact (and am sure you do too) that you were settling in that scenario. Don't get into a trap of loving a dream. Love the reality. And if you don't love the reality, then don't get married to it.

Just my thoughts. Take it or leave it.

No Offense Taken....

[runbunnyrun]

Kind of right. During the Winter season he acts like a different person. He has seasonal depression. It was like this in 2006 and 2007. He just gets really depressed and he can't even figure out why. Then it causes him to recluse himself and then even start to ignore me. He spends the Winter in video games and being stressed over classes that don't matter. So I'm missing who he is 3/4ths of the year. Spring is approaching fast and once he graduates in May, things will be a lot nicer

[carrera6]

Dont submit to lead to no arguments. some arguments are healthy<3

Dont get walked all over.