Theraputic Pillows Bring Back Elementary Traumas

[rundmb]

Back in April at the Pilipino Alumni Association dinner I had won a silent auction for a free massage and therapeutic pillow at a chiropractor's office in Laguna Hills. I finally cashed in the offer this past Friday, driving one hour from Westwood to Laguna Hills for my appointment. Although the drive to and from the chiropractor's added more

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[kuronekokoujo]

Tell me abou it. I had an intense discovery of similar things that your dreams made you feel. I realized that I had trust issues due to the broken promises of my father. In the youn years of my life, as my views on the world were developing, he left me. Now, less than abandonment issues, I have trust issues. Him leaving did not hurt nearly as much as after he left. He told me he'd be there or send this and that to me and call at this time or whatnot. Never did he follow through. At that impressionable time in my life, I developed the sense that men (because I had no other males in my life at the time...not an uncle or a brother or a father or a grandfather) are not to be trusted. I developed the fear that people won't follow through on what they say, and that they're addiciton (whatever it may be...work, alcohol, etc.) will be more important than my feelings. And that hurt most of all. Just the other day, my loving boyfriend opened this up to me, comparing it to his own experiences with his father. I realized how true it was in me,