MY HOROSCOPE FOR TODAY ( Read more... )

well things are going okay. my appointments went well. i have myrunning back, but from what coach says my workouts are..it still seems more like a punishment than a passion of mine still..i just wish it could be normal..so last nite i got back from home and i went to go pee. (yes i know you all love the details) and my room mate one of them who i ( Read more... )

Dear Ed ( Read more... )

I’m a runner, most people don’t understand that. Most people don’t even take the time to ask me why I run or how I feel when I run, or why it does mean so much to me. A lot of people assume that just because I have an eating disorder running is another crazy obsession I have. But its not that, it’s a whole lot more. It’s a part of me, it will ( Read more... )

oh wow!! i have not updated for months..i was just going through and checking out the wonderful world of livejournal..i dont come here often anymore..i guess its pretty much in the past..u know...so here i am at college..despite the fact i was scared if i would survive...if i would make friends...or even do well...i'm not doing too bad..even though ( Read more... )

well...i dont write much in here..i really see no reason to everyone i once talked to..i am no longer in touch with.. theres no reason to be in touch. values, and morals have changed lifes have changed so we have drifted apart. i'm beginig a new life..and thus so are the others. my summer has been far from uneventful..other than seeing the guy in ( Read more... )

well things in my life..are getting really weird..i mean i see a guy hanging..i dont sleep anymore..and ugh just everything. i have alot going on in my head right now..it wouldn't make any sense to anyone. hell it doesnt make sense to me..i hate having a therapist. its like b4 i go i can think of a few things we coudl talk about..but when i get ( Read more... )

its been an eventful week. i was told at group i'm supposed to deal with the feelings i have from seeing what i saw. but i really dont have any feelings about it. and of course they said hence the eating disorder..its my way of coping. but i dunno. its all messed up. i'm starting to make the corrolation that it really isnt abotu the food. but still ( Read more... )

its like i'm out of control ( Read more... )

i'm trying to climb a mountain ( Read more... )