i'm dissappointed in myself, damnit

[runforit]

I think I am destined to ruin every relationship that I ever have. I'm sorry to all of you who I have hurt in the past. It just sucks so much this time because I really really care. It's unusual for me to care like this, I don't think I ever have in the past, and I am destined to ruin it. Plus, people are working against me this time. So I

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[takeallyouwant]

John is gaaaaay

[youroxmysoxs]

i want to give you a big hug. i love you.
despite things that have happened between us in the past sara, i know what you're talking about. i really can tell that you care about him alot. from the past, and watching your "not caring" stage it made me so happy to see the look on your face when your around dawson. i told myself that one day you'd care, and you did. and for that, u brightened up my life sweetheart. i dunno, it sounds corny of me to say im proud of you. but i am. i hope everything good happens to you, and this will all work itself. just remember .. he is a boy lol.

[runforit]

thanks allie! i love you too!

[youremindmeof]

im sorry sar. everything will work out. dont worry. youre not a ginourmous relationship wrecking ball, i promise. everything happens for a reason.

[runforit]

haha thanks for putting it so subtlely "a ginourmous relationship wrecking ball"

[thisisblackmail]

if it's any consolation, i wasn't 'hurt' in the least during your 'sans caring' stage, if i qualify at all. i hope all this shit works out, et such.