yeah finally got some. after a week of the insomnia i Finally pulled 7 hours last night. not straight though. i woke up 4 times but went right back to sleep. that almost doubled my sleep for the week ( Read more... )

has been a Very long time since i updated the LJ, and now with the new toy i might as well play with it. going back only a few weeks and running from there, life has either been hell or great ( Read more... )

http://www.latinoreview.com/news/open-letter-to-universal-your-wolfman-ripped-off-twilight-9247

saw this and had to share with everyone. does not matter if you are or not a  twilight fan.

well today my ex changed her status to in a relationship. i can only hope she has found someone who will treat her well, she deserves that much. i am not sadden by this but o be honest i was more then alittle annoyed to find out she had been dating for a few weeks at least and everyone around me knew it. i would of far rather learned this fact from ( Read more... )

Time to set a few things straight. yes Amy broke up with me. that does Not mean i want to hear your thoughts on the fact i was dating her. Do not think that talking down about her to me will cheer me, i have been civil about this but further will be meet with me not being nice. I am now doing fine and am up for company so feel free to drop me a ( Read more... )

Deep eyes
"Its Time to work on that..." I look up questioning as to her intent as something small and warm is trust into my arms. Not something, but someone. Small but Old. I can do this. Just sit here and hold him. Nothing more. Nope. Nothing more. I am not going to think. Not going to Remember. Not going to look down... Crap... He had shifted and ( Read more... )

first off i am alive. much to the chagrin of a few people i did live and make it home. the weekend was physically one of the hardest i have had in a long while. To be fair thats not hard as i have sat on my ass the last 4 or so. Being back on nights was nice and working the concerts and dance again was good. next time i am going to make a few ( Read more... )

the car was a total loss, "we can give you about 1500 since it was a 97..." the guy is going to see what he can do about getting a little more and talk to the title holder (americredit) about lowering what i owe. but owe 6k on it still so still going to be paying on a car i no longer have for quite a while. anyone know of a Cheap car for sale?

As the Wheels move and the rivers flow we are cast about in a whorl wind that we call Life. This something i have been working on regaining for a long time. I have tried many times in the past 8 years to get back on track. Each time I do it because I Know I need to but in the end i break again and fall back down the well. For the first time since ( Read more... )

Has been a Long while and guess I should remind people (the few who read this) and myself of what has transpired. Last I spoke here I had just lost a really great man. He was a good mate to and one who has been missed. But the rock we call Terra Firma has continued to keep in her oblong orbit and we must move as well. Work has not changed much ( Read more... )